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i woke up today...and something just wasn't right. I'm nervous constantly...my heart rate goes up for no reason...I'm freaked out about everything...I want to cry constantly...I feel like I have anxiety and I have no motivation to do n e thing even though I do want to get certain things done...it's weird. And I'm scared. And I'm afraid of what I'm ( Read more... )

so i know that usually when i write in here it is because shit hit the fan again, or i'm just sad for no reason, or i met someone or a party or w/e...so i'm goign to try and say good NORMAL things as well...it's just that as the saying goes "ever noticed how the bad is always easier to beleive?" that's kind of how it is with me in this "journal" so ( Read more... )

what would ya'll say if i were to join the armed forces??? doesn't matter which one...navy, army, airforce, seals (haha j/k bout the last one) so yes what would ur opinons on that be??? leave a comment...PEACE

Mel

this just in...i'm a failure at life ( Read more... )

the party last night got canceled...not that anyone on here really cares but it was canceled because Heather was sick...I'm kind of glad it was because my body was exausted from partying...plus I got to talk to Bill for a while last night  :) but ANYWAYS ( Read more... )

Mel's 18th Birthday isn't until tomorow but the party starts TONIGHT!!! if you wanna come gimme a call or reply to this and i'll personally give you the time and place that way I know exactly who's coming :) lata

Mel

Graduation=PIMP
Graduation Party=FUCKING AWESOME

OH and I FINALLY got my phone

678-754-4818

add it

call it

NOW

~*M*~

Did I tell you that love you???
Did I tell you that I miss you???
Did I tell you good morning, good afternoon, good evening, and good night???
Did I tell you you're special???
Did I tell you I want you???
Did I tell you I thought of you today???
Did I tell you you're beautiful???
Did I tell you I lied...
Did I tell you I still care???
Did I tell you I'm ( Read more... )

there are so many things i want to say but i won't...so many names i want to throw out but i won't...I just wish...FOR ONCE that people were who they said they were...and i'm not even going to get into that ( Read more... )