so i'm sick. once again. for the thousandth time since i started college. it's probably because i exhaust myself and never sleep and eat weird and all that fun stuff. last week i slept on average 5 hrs a nite...same with this week. i have way too much stuff this weekend to be sick. formal, party, student film, concert, glove affair. too much. not ( Read more... )

it's 7:05 in the morning and i'm awake for the stupidest class of all time...thtr 130 (the one where i get to spend 10 days backstage crewing a show ( Read more... )

so once again i find myself in my room...drunk as a doornail and bored and not sleeping, cuz im still drunk. ugh. i hate everything. tonite was really fun, so i guess i really don't have everything. i somehow ended up in a hummer limo driving around downtown la. very weird. i don't really understand. i'm eating rice and listening to depeche mode... ( Read more... )

so 2 days ago me and vicki and alex had a philosophical conversation and it was very random. first i was talking about US Weekly cuz thats what i do and felicity huffman had a guote that she was coming back in her next life as a worm because this life was so good that her next one couldn't be. so then we started talking about lives and if human is ( Read more... )

shit happens

good thing i'm developing a really thick skin...bring it on

i really don't know what to do with myself. i'm back in south central, in my room, awake at 5:16 in the morning. i got back spent like 5 hours arranging, unpacking, all that fun stuff and then i just didn't know what to do with myself. eventually i went downstairs to be social...but like i really just want it to be break again. that was better ( Read more... )

it's fine, i only have 101 fever. i wanted it so its not a problem. i love being sick. i love that i had to leave the store less than an hour after i got there. i love that it feels like 500 degrees. i love that i am nauseous. i love that it is break and i am missing it cuz i am sick, as always. i love that i couldn't go to scotts bday party. i ( Read more... )

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oh shit. i just went to the roosevelt hotel and saw ryan donowho...johnny on the OC. i am ridiculously in love with him and wow, he is amazing. we got in without getting carded and got drinks without getting carded and met ryan donowho. my friend asked for a cigarette from him and then he introduced himself to her and then i introduced myself to ( Read more... )

kt just called me and is 4am...and then we got disconnected and now i cant find her. maybe she will call back. tonite was weird, one of my friends got way too drunk and puked and i feel sooooo bad...but shit happens...um, i have weird pictures with some people that i don't know and other than that it was a pretty decent nite. oh college. it's weird ( Read more... )