i've never seen laura beee insincire, and

???

it's giving me "the feels"

just got back this morning from a trip i won to grand cayman. it was alright, although i have some ISSUES with everything there. we stayed in a resort, and it's kind of hard to leave the resort. we did leave one day and go around on the island, and that was probably the best part. if you're gonna go somewhere and wreck the environment to get ( Read more... )

today i won the innovator of the year award at work. i don't know if there's that much i have to write about it now that i won't remember later. i guess that i got really nervous and vibrated at ~90hz when i had to go up and get the crystal bowl. everybody stood and clapped even that fat boss that isn't normally that nice and reminds me of one ( Read more... )

had gh practice tonight and it might have been one of the best. only andy and laura were there, but there was more collaboration that i feel there has been in the past. we also all agreed that we're the best band there is. maybe laura was skeptical of that ( Read more... )

probably not going to complete this... my mom came to visit this weekend and it was far too short which surprised me somewhat. i should write about it tomorrow

just remembered i'm trying to write stuff down so i remember it! anyways, we went to door county last weekend with laura's family. it was pretty good stuff. i realized i'm obsessed with playing badminton. you know how a dog wants you to throw a ball and keeps bringing that nasty thing to you even if you're trying to ignore it? that was me ( Read more... )

every time i call little caesars it sounds like there's a war going on. i shouldn't have called little caesars tonight but i'm weak. i'm only human. i should probably see my therapist more often. i should also buy a keyboard with the keys in the right spot. i have that sun keyboard that i should make usb ( Read more... )

probably everything is dumb as hell and stupid. the only reasonable person is dril https://twitter.com/dril

i feel that i need to reconcile with my past. my first favorite band was nirvana and my second favorite band was rage against the machine. i still love those bands and have an instinctual response to them ( Read more... )

this blog post illuminated a great deal of my behavior today. it's about how when you expend a lot of cognitive effort you don't have a lot of will power left. i've been noticing a pattern involving that lately, especially when i'm real tired and don't have a lot of cognitive energy available, which is kind of what i'm paid for. then i come home ( Read more... )