things just never change unless its a drastic change.
i'm feeling very uncomfortable.... uncomfortable with this lifestyle and uncomfortable with my environment.

bored out of my mind. schizo is settng in...... bored bored bored

time to look elsewhere. time to start finding a suitable mate. HE IS NOT WORTH MY TIME ANYMORE ( Read more... )

what the hell. what the frick kind of game are you playing. your personality at home is a lot different than when you are with your friends. now its really time to be afraid. split personality. i'm ready to settle down and it doesn't seem like it..........shiet. wasted my time with this prick.

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can you see the disappointment in my eyes. i can't be with you because of the gambling issues. damn you!

another fricken poker night! what the heck???!!!! when is this gonna end. where is the time for me?? when are you going to put money into the house ( Read more... )

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weird feelings. feelings of anxiety when things are back to ok now. i feel uneasy. it scares me to go back to the way THINGS were. would be good to settle my hearts anxiety if i would have just have the guts to leave and never look back. letting go will KILL me.....but not letting go, how long will it take to KILL me?

had a breakdown,,,,,,,,,,,, i hate it when your pissed at me. i hate it when you hate me. i hate it when your angry at me. i hate it when you scream at me. i hate it when you yell at me. ihate it all.