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for in the dark, the stars shine brighter.
So the 1st part of NS wasn't exactly what i expected. Not that i had much expectations in the 1st place besides it being bad. And i guess some parts of it were. But hey i survived didn't i? Albeit with a harsh tan and damaged hands and feet. Haha ( Read more... ) -
Bold?
Well the past few weeks have past in a monotonous drawl... but NS is coming real soon.
Had a blast at my birthday and spent a good few weeks being blonde.
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No Nua?
a dream i had ( Read more... ) -
Detached
I don't think i've ever felt this way before. Or maybe i have but not to this extent. There has been loads of times i wished i was somebody else. But this time its just... I feel i just need to step out of myself for a while. I can't handle being me at the moment. I want to escape into a ficticious world where someone like me can be happy. Where ( Read more... ) -
Lymph Nodes
I want to just spill everything i feel out here, but i'm not sure what to write without sounding like i'm whining bout the same thing over and over ( Read more... ) -
The Fame
AAAAAHHHHH! What a wild weekend. Man i'm tired. Haha ( Read more... ) -
Eyeliner and Cigarettes.
*sweeps cobwebs away and flings em unceremoniously into the garbage ( Read more... ) -
Iota
My body clock is so screwed up lately, littered with bouts of insomnia. Last night i couldnt sleep at all again, just lay in bed and my mind going on erratically. And then just now i fell asleep at 10.30pm. Woke up feeling disoriented. Thunder growled in the distance, vague memories of things that never actually happened reverberated in my brain. ( Read more... ) -
Soliloquy: Chapter 1
I have no intention to blog, nor content of which to blog with. But it is late, i am not ready for slumberland, and there is little to do at this hour. And so i shall start a series of posts, depicting scenes in my head that seem to convey what i'm feeling currently. So here goes ( Read more... ) -
Hot & Cold
Its funny how life never lets you be happy for a long time. Few days tops.
Its like i raked an enormous bale of hay for 4 months, and in an instant, it all blows away. And its not just that, its like, my very identity is questioned. I officially, dont know the road ahead of me. Never good enough in anything i do.
Never.
