Aaron, i totally could have loved you and shown you amazing things if you wouldnt have a been a pussy!!! damn you. im not being selfish, your kids dont need another mom, they have one that works just fine. all i had to be was the chick their dad dates. your kids are amazing too. im glad we didnt get too attached (we being me and the kids) . i ( Read more... )

so i spent the night at....a friends.... house last night.  i should have known not to though lol. i knew we would have sex,and i was excited about it because i mean really...i wanted just as bad if not worse than him haha. but damn dude, that shit does not make you feel warm ad fuzzy the next day. it does at first like leading up to the sex part ( Read more... )

so really idk who reads this anymore but suddenly i was inspired to post.damn alot has happened in the last 70 weeks
. i dont even know where to start. i broke up with daniel after a year. old news. ive been seeing a few guys here and there.one of them was this amazing artist. hes a painter and hes italian. i think i want to marry him. hes moving to ( Read more... )

my new years resloutions:

loooose weight! like hella! i started working out the night after new years. every night! one hour of exercize.

quit smoking?  idk about this one yet...im still juggeling with the idea... haha

im not over abel. it sucks. everytime i see his gf pangs of jealousy oercome me!!! and i want her to go away! sometimes i think about it and  i wish she would just break his heart, just so he would com running back to me, but then i feel bad and selfish so i take it back. i hate this i really do. in my last enrty i was tlaking about how i just need ( Read more... )

soooo i guess i only write in here when i feel really hurt....how emo.... whateve.  anyways i stil love abel but i can feel myself getting over him, but that kinda hurts, because i know when i tell him ive moved on its going to hurt hium so bad. even though it really shouldnt be cause  he has a gf and hes perfectly happy withher and hes in love ( Read more... )

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sooo im in love with abel...o fig. john is  a liar and said he didntt want a relationship but then he went a ot a gf..... loser
lynn talks to abel too....and she flirts alot. i usd to be able to to talk to her about my feelins but know i feel soo betryaed its not evn funny. fuckin friends....

ok so as most of you know...i dumpe grants crazy ass. he was psycho and weid and im glad im done with his dramatin bullshit and guilt trips uuughhh. yeah he trie to get me pregnant and when i told him i wasnt he was sad and sad he wante me to have a baby so we could be together forever. WTF!?!?!?! he wante to marry me right as soon as i turn 18 ( Read more... )

it only lasted 24 hours. crazy huh? my great grandma died today. im glad grant was here all weekend to keep me sane. we went out on a date on friday. we went to eat and las palomas, then were going to go see silent hill but decided to drive around instead. then we hung out in down town puyallup at night time. it was sweet. then today we went ( Read more... )