I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO CONTROL...WHICH IS HARD FOR ME... I WANT THAT CONTROL.... TO SETTLE DOWN IN MY CHAIR KNOWING THAT I HAVE MADE THINGS THE WAY I WANT THEM... TO HOLD MY JAW UP AND SQUINT MY EYES AT THE FUTURE ALMOST TO SAY THAT THERE IS NOTHING LIFE CAN THROW AT ME THAT WILL MAKE ME FLINCH... THEN I WAKE UP FROM MY DAY DREAM AND IM IN MY ROOM ( Read more... )

KEVEN WAS TALKING LAST NIGHT ABOUT HIS FRIENDS...HE SAID SAM AND I WERE THE TWO FRIENDS HE COULD RELATE TO BECAUSE WE'VE BOTH FELL IN LOVE... FELL HARD... FELL SO HARD THAT WE BLOODIED OUR FACES ON THE CEMENT...THINKING BACK I CAN REMEMBER KEVENS FACE... BLOOD DRIPPING FROM HIS NOSE, TEARS FROM HIS EYES AND HEARTACHE FROM HIS MOUTH.... I REMEMBER ( Read more... )

"SURE ITS ROMANTIC WHEN YOU READ IT IN A BOOK.....BUT WHEN I TRY ITS ALL FINGERNAILS AND PEPPER SPRAY" - SOMEONE UNIMPORTANT ( Read more... )

oh the crap thats happened... i used to think that i didnt need therapy...but now...ooohh boy NOW!.. looking back at some of my previous posts i realize that maybe it was just all a big lie i was telling myself....Justins fine...justins doing fiiiiine... yeah.... this is why i never wanted to grow up.... i remember certain people getting mad at me ( Read more... )

fuckin A ( Read more... )

this is the best....oh boy ( Read more... )

[Spell your name backwards]: nosnhoj rednow nitsuj ( Read more... )

step one... put the original texas chainsaw massacre on
step two... mute the movie
step three... put ASUNDER on the sound system loud loud LOUD
step four... drink drink drink
step five... smoke smoke smoke
step six... witness the genius!!!

cant you just feel it slip by...sanity,,..fa a d d d d i ng...every step foreword makes me more crazy...but instead of stopping in my tracks i burst into a sprint... well here i go... at this rate ill institutionalize myself by the end of the year...im quiet....im hesitant...and grouchy...i tihnk my boss is a alien from the nether regions of ( Read more... )

I LIKE THIS ONE ( Read more... )