i hate this. i hate this. i am losing all i can see. i have lost all i have. me and zach are through. i am never talkin to ronnie again. He is a great guy but we dont see eye to eye on things and his best friend hates me. I really dont know what i did. i cant handle this. i hate knowing that everything everyone i loved sooo much is not there ( Read more... )

I won't talk ( Read more... )

so i got off work at like 1am and how random right when i get off my phone rings ! YES guess who .. ZACH! so he has the house alone tonight! i went over we watched some cowboy movie haha and then his back hurt so i gave him a massage. Then we kissed goodnight! OH YEA when we were sittin on the couch watchin our lil cowboy thingy he called me his ( Read more... )

well i am not moving back anymore! Its werid how when you get all stoked on moving back or all happy about anything you world just changes. No its not because Zach. I would never stop myself from doing what i really want to because of a guy. Everything has been so great for me out here lately! and i can leave it. Then theres so much drama back in ( Read more... )

today i was sad alllllll day! when i was driving to church i was so sad i was in tears. then Zach was there! He came over and got me to sit with him! his lil niece was with us! shes only a few months and she sooo adorable! It was sooo fun just sittin with him and being goofy! haha i'm weird i know it! But then i met him at his house later and we ( Read more... )

RIP AMANDA HERNADEZ, math class freshman yr!!

WOW today has been crazy! IN FUCKIN SANE!
i hate today i just want it to be over! Jesse called me! wow, the man of my dreams has a woman, and Zach yea we are gunna see eachother later!

i seriously have been having such a great time the last few days! I have been hangin out with my new friend Zach! The 1st time we hung out was when Rob and his friends and me went Ghost hunting! I met him there! It turns out hes from Cali also and he goes to the same church as me! Ironic. So then he came over let me remind you we live liek an hour ( Read more... )

i had such a great day today! so i went to go see SAW with jamie! i love it! and yesterday Zach and Josh had camoe over and we went riding! SO MUCH FUN. but yea Zach left his shorts here! so we HAD to hang out again today! He took me to the prettist place on MAUI! i loved it! it was like our own pritave beach! no one was there and we watched the ( Read more... )

i am seriously over people ! tonight was the best yet the worst experience of my life! NO I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT! if i wanted you to know trust me i would have told you already! i am sorry to a few of the people that were there! i was really dumb and i know it! i wish i could start the night over and not have done something i did but i cannot ( Read more... )

so tonight i work till 2am !! yay... i am excited to make money! and i love workin late because then i come home and i am sooo tired its easy just to fall asleep and not think about anyone or anything! hmmm what else! i found an even better plane ticket! its only 169$$ i am sooo happy! but at the same time i am scared to move out to be on my own! i ( Read more... )