so basically i am so happy with everything right now! life is great.. i have the best boyfriend ever. he treats me unlike any other has. He treats me the way i want and like to be treated. Its so hard though because me and my trust issues. i always feel like i want to talk to him or know where he is because i have been hurt so much in the past. i ( Read more... )

Hey hey , so everything has been so nuts lately. My best friend hates me because i suppose of ly ... hook up with some dude she was with. THATS FUNNY BECAUSE I WAS WITH HER THE WHOLE TIME WHILE I WAS OUT IN CALI VISITING!! anyways Hayz is having a baby! aww i want to be there!! i love her so much and wish the best for her. I love shaun , but its so ( Read more... )

Aloha my friends!!! I havn't been on here so sometime! I guess everytime i come one here its pretty random. Anyways hmmm what to say. I am going to cali in like 18 days. I am stoked. HMMMMMMMM what else i have been working alot. I am kindoff pissy right now. So people help tell me what you think i should do .. i really care about this guy. we were ( Read more... )

So hmmm.... okay alot has happened me and Dave are no longer together and it didnt last very long at all like a month. haha but then me and ryan got togther right after that. We ened up living together. It was th biggest mistake of my life. Getting yelled at for everything because he had a bad day and was trashed on whatever drug he chose to take ( Read more... )

me and dave have deciced to make it offical! haha last night we were layin in bed cuddlin and the talk came up. acuttaly it started at Joners house we were outside for so long talkin about it we came in and jones was passed out !! haha so funny. i hate how at work we cant be lovey dovy but i guess you make scarfices. i made a huge one. i told him i ( Read more... )

hey hey, i am back. so life right now is alright. i live on my own. my room mate is moving out i just found a new one. she has a kid and i dont know whats going to happen. i am dating this guy dave at my work and hes the GMs brother. Ut OH.. haha but yea i dont know i misss everyone. i need to go back to cali soon. i miss it bunches. i miss you all ( Read more... )

so yea my work xmas party night was one of the worst nights of my life! me and zach are done! well i dont know what we were before but whatever it was its over! i am tried of all these lame ass games. i hate how the night was suppose to be so fun! well it was untill it was almost over! Then zach had to open his big mouth and be all mean! Anyways i ( Read more... )

life is okay right now! i love my friends and my famliy!! I love that i got to sleep in till 11:40 today! but i was on the phone to the RADDEST GUY EVER last night till forever so i had to sleep in! I am mving out in 22 days! i cannot wait!! my work xmas party is in 7 days me and Zach are goin! yippy. i bought my cute black shirt and i am wear my ( Read more... )

so me and zach are doing okay!! except yea embarssin thing happpened the other day! me and jamie are for reals! .... movin out on DEC 29th !!! i am soo super excited! Tonight me and Jamie are going to Shaun and Dennis home for dinner and a fun night! They are such cool people!! hmmmm yea i have been wrkin alot and yea thats my life

so i am trying to be happy! i really am. I mean fuck man i am moving out on DEC 30th just a lil more then a month at this house! THEN ITS FREEDOM and BILLS. But on the other hand i am so lost. A certain someone from my past is coming back and we started talking again. I am scared bc i dont know if its for reals or not. I am scared bc also Zach ( Read more... )