Wow, so lets re|cap this weekend. It went by in one big blur. First off the show on friday was awesome. I loved Printed Blanks, Plans For Revenge, and Daly City. I didn't stay to see The Program but I know they rock like porn ... but im sorry i missed it. Vinnie -- god what can i say about Vinnie?! He's so fucking awesome and i noticed that no one ( Read more... )

...today sucked. a family friend died over the weekend. Im so sorry chase. my prayers are all for you. she died of cancer...they said she had 6 months left to live and she died in 1. Fucking stupid people. people are talking shit about me at work...and im supposed to be working with "adults". i think besides kristie im the youngest person there and ( Read more... )

So today was an okay day. Didn't do much. Worked, had dinner with kristie, then she wanted to call Richard. At first I didnt want to and i was relieved when he didnt answer. THEN she called back a second time and he did answer. She was telling him that she wanted to hang out and all this other stuff...i knew that he would make up an excuse not to. ( Read more... )

this pain will not stop this pain will not stop this pain will not stop ( Read more... )

whatever love is gay. i wish i was in love...i keep having these weird dreams where I am. AND they are all with the most random of guys. like guys im friends with but would never look at in that way. ITS CRAZY ( Read more... )

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im having some serious problems...yet again. I dont think im going to graduate. aww man that sucks so bad...but not as bad as my grades. They went down and just never came back up. I scared...i dont know what im going to do...i have to go and talk to Sue Davis tomorrow. She is going to be mad at me ( Read more... )

Its 1208, Richard has been 20 for a whole 8 mins. It really sucks, I dont want him to be older. I can't believe he's twenty though...he's old. WELL i hope he has a wonderful birthday and if i could see him now I would tell him i love him and give him this pretty-ful sign i made him. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUTTHOLE!


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...and im so unhappy at home. My mom took away my car cause apparently im a bad driver. I roller a stop sign and was tailgating. There was no stop sign there in the first place and i'll admit that i was tailgating. I use my car to escape my house and my mom...without it, im stuck here. Im forced to watch my "mother" be a better mother to her FIANCE ( Read more... )