What a day huh? Allow me to re-cap, over slept this morning, my mom busts in..."are you going to school today?". I've been sick but felt perfectly fine this morning...but why would I pass up a chance to miss class all day? "No...I don't feel well". SO all morning I watched MTV and saw the videos for Feeling This ((blink182)) and Holidae Inn (( ( Read more... )

...sigh...today was weird. Im sick and I can barely breath out my nose. Hell of lame. Talked with le Edward today, not sure if I like him or not...Im still deciding and plan on having a lunch date with Matt to further "discuss" le edward issue. ...that is all from this point, here's a look where you are ( Read more... )

Greetings, havent updated in awhile, but fear not for here i go. Hmmm, life hasnt been too exciting since my last boring whiny entry. Friday night went to a show in tracy but only stayed for an hour because I felt like a .FAT LOSER. ::sigh::...I am...I was supposed to stay and watch Nick Greens band, but I didnt and Im sorry nick. Nick is such a ( Read more... )

Twas watching le televison today after "skool", yeah watching that thing about P. Diddy running 26 miles for charity. WHAT A GUY! isnt he grand ladies and gentlemen? serious though he was on the radio for like 16 hours and all these celebritys called in donating money. Jay Z, Derrick Jeter, Eminem, Pharrell and some other people donated mucho "bank ( Read more... )

my family sucks, my mom sucks, my life sucks, my love life doesnt even exist so it cant suck, everything SUCKS. right about...now...i hate everyone. ::SIGH:: cold hearted i know. Richard returned his lovely self to work today. Said that the drag races down in southern cali were "hella tight". Didnt rain just over cast he reported. Twas comforting ( Read more... )

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...lets run through my day today...twas very exciting.
everyone ditched me this morning to go to some baptism...its not like i really wanted to go...its just i wasnt even invited. My sister went, her boyfriend, my mom and her new family...yep everyone but me. WOW...my family hates me. whine whine whine Im offically putting myself up for adoption ( Read more... )

...it was a joke...

Scott:: I wasnt mad at you on the way, im not mad at shelly or what she did, you've manufactured that all in your little head.

.......................see someone else knows. my mom sucks

what a day...people are talking about him like he's already dead...went to a prayer group for travis. Twas the most emotional thing ive ever been to. i just cried uncontrollably...and now im just randomly crying...like out of no where. Im a mess ( Read more... )

...and i wonder how my world would look without you

lauren says i should tell him....
and i will...face to face...tears even...just to finally let go of the hurt...show him how he hurts me...now he will know and i will let go of it all...

...its about time i let go of something...

pray for me...