im fucking bored so i guess ill update. i have really been doing anything. i am currently grounded for stupid reasons. i havent seen my mahopac friends in a mad long time i wanna chill with them. im so bored im about to stab someone. school is going alright now. not too hard. but im actually trying this year so its a bit different. im going back to ( Read more... )

what is it with me... and girls.... and getting fucked over??! its happened almost everytime!!!!!!!!!

im confused. the last week has been very confusing. ive been going from good moods to bad moods like crazy. i dont understand it. could it be from the person i like? doubtful. i got over that after i talked to her. yesterday i was in a good mood but today im not. i woke up with all bad thoughts of bad things that really made me think and put me in ( Read more... )

fuck live journals.

oh yeah girls suck.

and i DONT mean oral.

Good day.

i stopped getting involved with girls for 4 months. it was for a reason. so i wouldnt be hurt so often. after 4 months i decided to like a girl again....big mistake. you would think that if you knew someone liked you, then you wouldnt go a hook up with another guy right in front of the one that likes you. i would never do that to anyone. even if i ( Read more... )

fuck

well... im feeling better than i was a day or two ago. i dont know what was going through me. i guess i just decided to hate the world for a day. i didnt go otu or talk to anyone that day. oh well. moving on.im going to montreal from the 19th to 23rd. should be fun. i hope its not another miserable family experience like my last 2 vaations. one was ( Read more... )

i come to face the fact that i hate everyone. i mean everyone. but at the same time i dont. no one understands me. even my closest friends.. few people show it if they care. i mean dont get me wrong, some show it more than others. but few actually make me feel good about myself. i wish i never got into my accident. people might actually understand ( Read more... )

hmm im bored, so even tho i hate live journals, im gonna update... woo yeah. so today i went to the town center. again, yet another boring day of doing absolutely nothing. except steph came along with me. it was fun. at one point we were so bored that we decided to start shooting the clip off my moms cells phone at eachother and catching it. hahaha ( Read more... )