confused.
excited.
nervous.
worried.
but happy.

this summer is going to be absolutely wonderful.

also.
i found some bottles of purple dye yesterday.
maybe i'll dye my hair?

i'm happy again.

lately i've been getting that horrible worry feeling deep in my stomach, 
which is something i haven't felt in so long.
i really don't know how things are going to turn out.


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everything is falling apart.


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tomorrow i have an in-school suspension. 
which is completely ridiculous as i have done NOTHING WRONG. 
seriously, i was late a couple times to class. sorry for changing my tampon!
also, they won't give me my report card because i owe books to a teacher from last year. 
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i stayed at lil baby vicki's house with lil baby rae.
and we made penis shaped jello.
but they smelled horrible, so we didn't really swallow. 
just played with them.

the holy mountain is the strangest movie ever.

sleeping in makes me happy.

i miss lil baby dev.

but it's fun!
so anyway.
i guess i should probably share my innermost thoughts or something?

yesterday was my seventeenth birthday,
although i feel so much younger than that.
this past week has been so wonderful.
my friends are wonderful.
and i just feel wonderful in general.

i guess that's all!