What does it matter anymore?  This weekend has ripped me apart in so many ways and the thing that seems to just make it senseless is that the people who did this to me just laugh about it.  What's wrong with you?  All of you...

Lying makes you feel better... to make someone hurt makes you happy... you laugh at other people's pain but cry when no ( Read more... )

If you don't want to hear this shit then don't fucking read my journal.... fuck off. this is my fucking journal and i'm going to write every goddamn feeling i want to because i want to okay?! GOD i'm so sick of people. People telling you, what is wrong with you why do you type all this shit about yourself and how sad you are. because i fucking ( Read more... )

i really hate fake people. why did you fucking ask you idoit? you said it was none of your business and you still asked and expected an answer, how stupid are you? you can say all this shit about what a great person you are and cry to make people feel bad for you but i know the kind of person you are. you're a cold, heartless, bitch and you don ( Read more... )

Wow, my God I just can't believe all of this... everything. I hate how things have happened... I guess more than anything, I hate who I am. There are so many things I just want to change... fix, replace, make better... and you know, it's because I want to do this to myself that makes me hate myself even more. What kind of person walks out and ( Read more... )

I messed up, wow do I ever feel like shit. It doesn't help that ugh fuck whatever.... asj;dflweoifjaifa

this one sounds about right....

here we go!

So, I lost my keys this morning and missed my math class. That's just what I needed, I really can't miss a class but I did ugh, I bet I did horrible on that test too. I think I just ruined it... I don't know what to do. I really don't know, I need advise, I want to go to school, I really do but I just feel like I can't do it. I don't know what ( Read more... )

Okay well, last night when I got home I wrote this out but I was on Johnny's computer, which I am on again today and I found out that when I went to post this entry that it came up as September 15... whatever well I've got it here ( Read more... )

Taken in context
it's not a bad thing
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing

it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity

so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones

and ( Read more... )