I don't think anyone actually uses this thing anymore, but I need to write a few things down so here it goes. About to get married. Crazy to think that I am actually going to change my last name and actually do this whole married life thing. I can only guess in which ways my life will change. Sex will be a wonderful new addition. Who am I kidding ( Read more... )

Whoa, I forgot all about LJ! Well I thought I would write a lil sumthin sumthin here because I am leaving for Switzerland tomorrow! I am so excited to see my family and have Josh meet everyone. I feel like seeing Josh in this somewhat uncomfortable situation will really tell me a lot about his character. I have been with him for almost 5 years now ( Read more... )

Don't people get sick of it? This superficiality, this temporal satisfaction...we are bombarded with these ideas of how we are supposed to find happiness and love ourselves. I once heard that a definition for insanity is to repeat the same action expecting a different outcome. I think we all must be a little insane. We are looking for satisfaction ( Read more... )

A lil somethin somethin for you all... we took these 2 weeks ago...


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I'm sad tonight. It was one of those nights where I stayed inside and didn't do much of anything. Basically, I had too much time to sit and think and THAT is always dangerous. My mind really is my greatest enemy at times. I am longing to have a person that I call my bestfriend. Josh is my best friend but I mean someone who is nothing more then just ( Read more... )

Wow, its been a while! I am home for CHRISTmas...it's wonderful. Ventura is so stinking green. I love it here, I appreciate it so much more since I now live in the not so beautiful Las Vegas ( Read more... )

Today is Josh and my 4 year anniversary! Crazy isnt it? I was at his condo at 7:30 this morning, he cooked me breakfast and lovingly went through a great struggle making my napkin into a heart shape. We really didnt have much time to celebrate today cuz I have class pretty much all day. But in between my classes I dropped by his place and he ( Read more... )

This is my third day living in Vegas. It is amazing how hot it is here! You know something... moving out is probably the best thing I have done in a long time. To allow myself to be completely vulnerable- it makes me grow so much. I have already met tons of people...so many of them Christians which is so nice for me to have a core group of people ( Read more... )

Well to those of you I didnt get to see before leaving, goodbye and I hope I see you soon ( Read more... )

Sometimes being over analytical causes one to become paralyzed in one place. Being impulsive is not always a bad thing, it can change your life for the better. You have to let go every once in a while and go for it. Pride will keep you in bondage. Laugh at yourself... if you can laugh at yourself, you can do anything. Be ready and willing to make ( Read more... )