So I didnt hear from Kevin at all last night. He did call me yesterday morning though and talked to me for only like a minute when he was on his way to class. I am seriously beginning to think that I did something wrong. I dont think things are the same anymore. He would always used to call me, when he woke up and always before he went to sleep. ( Read more... )

So, my options are open..I can move to Texas and work at the new center that Balzers opened..they can transfer me, its already been discussed this morning..Applebees can do the same. So..I have to think..I hate it here, I cant satand my family anymore..I want to do something with my life on my own for once and not give a fuck what anyone thinks. My ( Read more... )

This weekend was the worst weekend ever! I have to say the only fun thing that I did was go to the club. Lisa and I had fun doing that, but my whole body really hurts. I didnt talk to Kevin at all yesterday, he said that he was going to call me, that was a lie because he never did end up calling me. I am working this morning, I have to work at ( Read more... )

On my break at work. My mom and I got into AGAIN! So I went in the back to ask Dan if I could do something where I am not around any people, I just wanted to be by myself. So since he loves me so much, he put me in the front and I am just labeling a bunch of things on desks. I get time to myself and I dont have to deal with people. I must say ( Read more... )

So last night, I didnt hear at all from Kevin. Thats not like him...why did he do that? I normally hear from him, no matter what time at night it is. I swear, I spend one amazing night with him and then I leave in the morning...ha come to find out later I dont hear from him at all. Yesterday was the worse possible day for me ever too. I fought with ( Read more... )

I dont know how much more I can really write..I feel kinda dumb for talking about all this. Nick is still talking to me online. He had to go get food but he wanted me to stay online to talk to him since he said that I probably needed to vent and that he was willing to listen. What a nice friend I have huh? I havent talked to Kevin all day. I am ( Read more... )

I had to leave my house. I couldnt take being there. The moment that I walked into the door my grandma started this HUGE fight with me for no reason. I fell a sleep on the couch for a couple of hours and she woke me up screaming at me. I just grabbed my stuff and left. I dont even want to think about going back over there yet. I have so much going ( Read more... )

So, I am on my break at work! I dont have too much time to write so I might be going to the library to write more and plus I have to put something together for Kevin. But I am kind of tired so who knows what I am going to do. I probably should go home for a lil bit seeing how I havent been home in a few days. I miss home. ANYWAY! Work is slow today ( Read more... )

I dont have that much time to write. I spent last night at Kevins house. I was so happy! We had sex three times. Once when I got there, then after the football game he complete tied me up and this time I couldnt get out...OMGosh though, it was amazing! Then this morning he woke me up around 4:30am to do it again. I was happy becuase I didnt think ( Read more... )

Today has been extermely slow for me. I was kind of happy to be back at work, I think that I needed to do something to keep my mind off of thinking many negative things. It was nice to see my mom since I havent seen her in the past four days. She hasnt been grumpy towards me which is kinda nice. I dont need someone on my back right now. I talked to ( Read more... )