I had the best birthday this year that I have ever had. I have to say that I am the most luckiest girl there is to be! Wanna know all the details huh huh huh? Okay even if ya dont, I am going to share them anyways because I am so happy. I met up with Kevin last night and he bought me a dozen red roses for my birthday. I almost cried but I ( Read more... )

*Good Morning* Yesterday was the best day I have had in a very long time. It was also kinda upsetting towards the end of the day. I worked a double at Applebees and then on my break I called my Kevin. He asked me if I wanted to come over and I came over. We watched TV for a little while and when he was laying on top of me it was the most amazing ( Read more... )

So I worked my double last night. Ha, didnt even break a hundred. Oh well, I still got out of my house. Today, I have the day off. I have to only work this morning. Kinda happy about that. Umm..I talked to Kevin last night. I hate how I fight with him and yeah I know, its mostly my fault. I cant help it. But he makes me feel better about myself ( Read more... )

So yeah, I worked a lot this weekend. I saw Kevin once...I went over his house and we were supposed to watch a movie together and like two minutes into the movie he fell asleep. I know its because he has been tired and taking Bendryll or whatever. It was nice falling a sleep next to him and waking up in the morning together. He did make me ( Read more... )

*Well thank you Mike for the comment that you left me in my last entry. You were actually nice to me and I REALLY felt so special for a minute. Its nice knowing that you are still looking out for me. It kinda seems like you are starting to grow up more and you are trying to be my friend and right now, thats all I need, so thank you. You have no ( Read more... )

Once again, I believe that I might have the chance to actually hang out with my boyfriend and what happens? WE DONT! Why am I so stupid to keep thinking that we might actually get to see eachother? I am shutting my phone off today, I dont want to talk to him, I dont want to keep telling myself that he is going to want to see me, that he misses me, ( Read more... )

All I have to really say on this entry is:

FUCKING DITCHED!

LoL, what else is there to say? Probably nothing, but ya know what? Thats okay, because if you are looking to hurt/piss me off, you did a nice fucking job of doing so!!!!!!!!

I havent wrote in a few days. Sorry! So much has been going on. I still havent spent anytime with Kevin. Ha, what am I supposed to think? I just found out last night when I called him that he was in the hospital...he ate something and had an allergic reaction to it. And ya know what really sucks? He didnt bother to call me, I should have been up ( Read more... )

*yawns* I dont even know where to begin...I dont even know how to think right now. I lost a friend to Lukemia yesterday. Chelsea told me at work yesterday. I dont know how I made it through. On break, we went shopping at Walmart. I must say that has probably been the most exicting thing that I have done all week. We were going to go to Matts house ( Read more... )

So, Kevin and I talked to one another last night. I swear to God, I dont even know what to think anymore. He told me that we are okay but I dont believe him. I havent seen him since last Thursday and he just told me that he is leaving on Thursday to go see someone at Western. Woppee!! And he wont be home till Sunday. So do you know what that means ( Read more... )