I have made the huge mistake of being myself completely in front of my mother in law. Which means, because I have put down my walls and allowed myself to be "me" in front of her I have received her using those moments against me and being hard to handle all the way around. I am the one who remembers birthdays, sends thank you cards, and is always ( Read more... )

Though it's been a while now.. I can still feel so much pain ( Read more... )

1. How tall are you barefoot ( Read more... )

The fact that no one ever really reads this anymore gives me a bit of solace. It's like I'm sending my thoughts out into this empy abyss and letting them float wherever it is that they need to float. I'm seriously missing the coast right now. The smell of the salty air as I drove down the beach.. It was all so familiar and so nice. California ( Read more... )

My first trip to the Pacific Coast I saw a wild sea otter laying on it's back sunning itsself on the surf.

Lucky bastard.

There is an amazing grocery store across the street from my house. It's called the Fresh and Easy. It has organic food at really affordable prices and there are NEVER any lines because each checkout is a self checkout. It is my idea of heaven, and this one grocery store has become such a huge part of my life that I think it might be the sole ( Read more... )

I'm miserable in California. I was pretty miserable in Virginia, but the move here just seemed to make everything worse. I'm feeling so distant from who I am. Like I don't even recognize myself anymore. I'm not acting, singing, dancing, or anything that for so many years pushed me forward in life ( Read more... )

Did you listen to Hanson ( Read more... )

Who are you currently texting ( Read more... )

Hello LiveJournal. It's been a minute. Soo.. updates.. updates ( Read more... )