You know, I've been battling this thing for quite some time and I never have let it depress me. Until now.. I find myself going to sleep at 8 and rising at 11 the next day. I know this isn't healthy, but I do it nonetheless. I'm losing weight, and my stomach is always in knots. Thank god for Katya. I think she gets it. She'll see me being a ( Read more... )

The last two weeks of my life have been so hectic that to actually be able to sit down and document the events seems unreal to me. Do you have one of those friends? One of those friends that has been there.. literally. Sat next to you in a doctors office and cheered you up? Taken the seat as 2nd priority because they understand your flares of ( Read more... )

I am officially a professional, paid actress.

And I'm going to kick all ass.

Life ( Read more... )

Holy mother of god ( Read more... )

Ok, so here I am... fresh, renewed, and ready to roll ( Read more... )

Fuck. him.

Fuck him for being him. Fuck him for cheating and deceiving and leading someone on. Fuck him for that. Fuck him for that.. and for pointing his sinning hand at me.

Fuck him

Fuck them

and completely utterly fuck him til the end of the earth

I don't think I'll ever get it. Sometimes I really think people's expectations are just too great for anyone on the planet to even THINK of aspiring to. The last couple of weeks I've really been thinking about my life and how it's changed so drastically in just the last few months. Completely different enviroment. My enviroment in Atlanta seems ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful day today.

Eddie is everything I've ever wanted.

Man, I'm a lucky girl...

"Never regret anything you do, because at one point in time it was exactly what you wanted."