One time Ellie asked me what my saddest song was and when I told her, she was surprised. It’s “Celebration” by Kool and the Gang in case you were wondering. I know, I know, crazy right? How is an upbeat song like that my saddest song ever? Well, see, when I was eight, my mom, she got killed in a car accident. When my dad and I got to the hospital, ( Read more... )

1. Ask me three questions you want to know the truth to.
2. I will pick two of them to answer
3. One I will tell the truth about
4. One I will lie about (the last you will have to try and answer for me)
5. Post this in your journal so others can ask you.

When I kissed Lucas that night in my office at Tric, I did it because, just like I told him, I was (am) still in love with him. You know, telling him I wouldn’t marry him when he came to LA and proposed was such a huge mistake. Okay, so it didn’t seem like it at the time. I wasn’t ready. It was overwhelming and scary and I just…I wasn’t ready for ( Read more... )

1. Making this CD with Haley. She’s really talented and I think it’s been way too long since she was involved in music. Plus, it’s really awesome for my record company. I mean, she had a huge selling debut album. How is that not good for me? No, but seriously, our friendship hasn’t really been that great since we got back. The whole Lindsey thing ( Read more... )

( I should really be working )

Back home in Tree Hill there's this bridge, it's out on this road in basically the middle of nowhere. Then again, that's pretty much what Tree Hill is. The middle of nowhere. But anyway, so not the point of this story right? It's about where I go when I want to get away from all those pressures in life. I know, you probably thought I was gonna say ( Read more... )

"I swear I didn't put those ( Read more... )

( Boring crap about me. Don't say I didn't warn you. )

You know, I always thought it would be me. Sounds selfish doesn’t it? But it’s true. I always thought I’d be the one living out my dream. Guess it didn’t really work out that way though. When I went to LA, I thought, this is it, this is my chance. My chance to change someone else’s life like mine had been changed. But instead I ended up delivering ( Read more... )

Dear Mom ( Read more... )