Alright, I'm going to give this a try again.

That's enough for now.

Dinner with Borna tonight. I mean, Borna, Jesus. Big debate for the night -- will he be ready to learn to know me for who I am, or will he be just thrilled to see his little-commie-punk-messy-volatile mental image of me? Can he cast off what trashed our friendship the last time? Stay tuned.

You loved me as a loser,
Now you're worried that I just might win.
You know the way to stop me but
You don't have the discipline.
How many nights i've prayed for this,
To let my work begin...

The christmas party at seduction last night was actually kind of cool, despite how much I was dreading going. Got a dvd recorder though that's not what made it cool, what made it cool was that everyone stuck around for a while and (except for the usual weazle reaction) seemed reasonably happy to be there ( Read more... )

I am Indie Girl
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On a scary sidenote, i actually found a britney spears song i like enough that i downloaded it. ugh. but it's a good song, i can't help it! i dunno, what kind of filters they put that girl's voice through, but they're wicked.

it just feels so wrong to say no to something so fucking beautiful, that's celebrating wonder in the world. i mean, how can you reach inside you and kill that appreciation for someone, being able to experience them like that? it just feels fundamentally wrong to me. i can't explain it. it feels so wrong that guilt just isn't big enough to stop ( Read more... )

I wanna play Doom 3!!!!!

Must get new video ca--...more RAM--...new system!!!