i wanna cry but tears just can't seem to form.

後來我總算學會瞭如何去愛
可惜你早已遠去消失在人海
後來終於在眼淚中明白
有些人一旦錯過就不再

Mistakes make you grow, learn and be a better person. But once in a while, I cannot help but look back and ask myself  "If only I did something different." It's funny how life plays tricks on people. Sometimes, forcing someone to grow up so fast. Sometimes, causing people to do terrible things that even ( Read more... )

i hate it when you don't put in any effort into our relationship.
i feel stupid calling and texting you day after day with no form of reply.
i was hurt when you didn't even chase when i wanted to leave.
you say you love me. shouldn't your actions follow suit?

i don't know what to do anymore.
someone send me back to melbourne now.

"i used up all my luck trying to chase you."

today i just realised, i ain't hurting no more.

might be the drunken nights.
might be the support of friends.
might be the birthday celebrations.
might be the comfort food (thanks d).
might be the new boys.
might be all of the above at once.

however, the scar will still be there. but i know it'll fade away.

我 我沒有害過人
只想失戀也有名份
我 太樂意獻一吻
為甚麼這溫柔會犯禁

若你我可抱著睡 連命也甘心短幾歲
誰能及我 將性命也豁出去
若與你好有罪 全是律例不對
我要追 離棄世界亦要追

this is exactly how i'm feeling now and for the past 2 weeks.
there's this naive part of me that believes, if you wanted it half as much as me, it would have worked.
i would do practically anything to spend more time with you.
after all that whiskey and wine, i still ( Read more... )

You know, everytime a girl and guy who aren't officially together, get intimate and for whatever reason, it turns out bad. They try to make it work a few times, still ain't happening. Everyone (at least everyone on my side) would blame to guy, call him a bastard. Let's not sexual discriminate and make the girl be seen as the victim. It's no one's ( Read more... )

I haven't updated publicly in a long time.

I was enjoying being single. Not having anyone in my life. Every single bit of it. I did not have any commitments. I did not have anyone to answer to other than my parents. I had enough time for myself, enough friends for my friends. I was able to do anything I wanted at any time I wanted. It was nice. I ( Read more... )

you wanna know something?
i've moved on. i finally have.

i know what i want in life now.
and i know what's good for me.

just take it as it comes.
i'm ready for what's ahead.

last night, i dreamt of you.
start appearing in my life for a change.