today i came to school late because of the danm 22 bus being so crowded, Swiff is gonna kill me for missing his class again and it is so not my fault...i had to sit in the dean's class for the rest of 1st period.

well here is some stuff i'm just gonna run by you real quick

BULLET FORM TIME!!

* i went to the meeting with Ms. Fraleigh yesterday and she ( Read more... )

 Yesterday was okay but Jill was really getting on my fucking nerves with her stupid bullshit. She is such a funky ass bitch junkie she makes me want to throw up all over her face.

I cried to Chris over the phone yesterday, i kept getting all mean then sad, then ok, then all cry-baby-ish and as usual even though he was hella mad he conforted me. He ( Read more... )

i keep asking myself why i feel so down. I keep wondering why i feel so empty on the inside and the only answer that i can come up with is that it's because i am extremely empty on the inside. i can no longer smile and laugh as easily as i used to.

i tried shopping for christmas presents yesterday. I got presents for mom, Theresa and Chris, then ( Read more... )

Today feels really kind of empty and i feel hella bad about not being with Chris. We were together for almost two weeks and now i won't be able to see him for 3 months. I will probably waste my days counting them off until i can see Chris again. I love him so much, i wish i could see him sooner then 3 months, but i can't and it's killing me inside ( Read more... )

There are so many reasons to be angry...so many reasons to want to stab someone in the eye with a frickin' pitch fork.

There ar e so mnay hipocrites in the world. People console themselves with playing the victim and trying to unload a heap of contradictive bile onto someone else. Everyone has problems....everyone is looking for someone to see ( Read more... )

Right now, i don't feel as good as i usually do, though i thank God for the little things in my life that make it worth living. The only problem is Chris right now. He keeps running away from his receiving home and i don't know what to do. I keep tyring to convince him that i am not trying to keep him shut up and away from me like i don't want to ( Read more... )