1st entry of the year not surprising really since i never really update anyway lot of stuff happend early in the year but rite now i dunno heeds full of broken bottles bands been doing so well recently and having john as my actual best friend always there is amazing but not in a gay way haha but stuart not showing commitment to the band is stopping ( Read more... )

I bet you've never looked at a Girl and been totally vulnerable. Known that she could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn't know what it's like to be her angel, to have that love for her, be there forever, through anything, through cancer. And you ( Read more... )

fuck it nothings worth how shite i feel

dont even read this because its not wat you expect or assume and will probally be dissapointing so all in all a waste of yer time ( Read more... )

I love how she has sum1 already after saying it wasnt for som1 else aye ok very good

so glad she cheered me up last night

"this Situation isnt getting any better"

and its shit wen i do try i get dshit and wen i dont i get the u dont love me shit pffft fuck knows anymore

last night i wrote a song for her. Stuart thinks its amazing i may record it later if i can get my accoustic off craig.

everything is baws i feel like a pile of arse. my best mate left me to go see his girl. Spoke to tom about some stuff made me feel worse coz i thought about it more got more drunk walking home got hit by a fucking car reading txts that upset me and now my fone is fucked so aye i feel pish and theres only 2 people who could cheer me up and 1 of them ( Read more... )

i guess i was rite to worry about her with him even tho she sed not to be. Actually felt like shite reading that. I wish it was back a few weeks wen everything was amazing. I actually have no will power to do anything these days just feel drained all the time its utter baws

i feel pish my dad and my gran are both ill and im skint so im stuck in looking after them with nae fags Ragin everything is falling apart gutted