Happy Birthday xx

i've moved back 'home' and have just filled out an application of employment. nothing exciting, just for micheals (the art store)- framing dept. discounted supplies being my biggest pull for there, and to learn a new aspect of my trade. i've always thought frames were the sparkle to the lbd ( Read more... )

wish you were there, he was chattin' away with me throughout his set. i always think of you during this song. your voice so delicate in the breeze. and i wonder, do you still sing...?

x

i was thinking about appreciation, giving thanks. there are people in this world who are leaders, and those that are supporters (followers is such a demeaning word). the top of the pyrimad wouldn't be there if it weren't for the support blocks. duh. and i just want to say that if it weren't for those people, those whose dreams are bigger then ( Read more... )

it's been a long while. and although i wish i could have shared the past few years with you, i did not. i will say this... England does wonders for the soul. afterall, this is where faerie tales and historical facts collide. i am fortunate ( Read more... )

everything fell apart in my life not too long ago and i found it hard to find my way. everything i knew was no longer but it seemed i was 'suppose' to have the answers still. i didn't. so i went in search of them. i disappointed many in doing so, but pretending was never my fortay, nor something i ever counciled others to do. hmm... council. ( Read more... )

i'm sitting in this room and staring at a screen. trying to lay out all that's been rumbling through my head from this last year. or rather, few years. sometimes, it aches. most days, everything is clear and makes a whole lotta sense. too many tears to count, and i'm beginning to think that's what our seas are made of. the distance that ( Read more... )

when families split up, it's more then the kids that get torn. i didn't know how to stay close to the ones that became dearer to me then david. i lost out. it was from them that i gained courage. however, i was so weak before that i didn't look back when i gathered my strength.

it is equal in my regrets, having left you. i am who i ultimatly ( Read more... )

it seems God has plans we can't always predict. we can only trust in Him and keep the Faith that he has nothing but good intentions for us. the Higher Power i believe in also believes in us, and our capabilities as humans to ponder with deep intellect the virtues that can come of all lessons ( Read more... )

i've had the most amazing journey. it's not often one can let go of all the demons in ones head and release themselves from the clutches of that which seeks to keep them owned to fall into absolute darkness. what i have found is that there really isn't a bottom, and the uncertainty of what lies below isn't so frightening after all ( Read more... )