i want an escape from my life. i know it sounds lame, but i can't keep living like this. i really do enjoy being at work because it gets my mind off everything. i don't want to go through life any more not caring. i want to be who i used to be,i dont like what i've become. some people may not even notice a change in me,but i know there is one. and ( Read more... )

i think i ruined it, i really hope i didn't..but i donno..

welp it has been a while since i have updated.Not to much has happened.School started which is always fun.this is probably going to be a long school year,first two days of school and I already cant stand it.Hopefully the rest of teh year will pick up,because it hasn't started off good so far.And this is probably one of the first times in my life ( Read more... )

ok so today i just got back from woodward,which was by far the best week of my life.so i get there on sunday,get all my shiz in the cabin and i get to chose my bunk and all that good stuff.i get stuck with the middle bunk and that was no fun because it was such a hassle to get into but oh well. So on sunday when we get there we arent allowed to ( Read more... )

You Are Not Scary


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so i havent updated in a while,so i fiqured i would.Friday i went to a show in wolcott.it was really fun,got to see a few people i havent seen in a while,and most of the bands were really good.especially shroud of turin and the acacia strain. I had a lot of fun.then i got home and just hung around the house for 2 hours,then around 4 or so we left ( Read more... )

Ok,so today was alright,i woke up thinking i was gonna have a fun day skating.But then i went outside just as i was leaving to go skating and it starts to rain.so i decide to call matt up and tell him that i'm not gonna be able to go skating cause of the rain so he said alright.then about an hour or so later the sun came out and it got real nice ( Read more... )

ok so for the bast hour or so i have done nothing but listen to
-funeral for a friend:your revolution is a joke
-Across five aprils:a year from now
-Mortal treason:Hidden track

so for some reason i just cannot get enough of acoustic music,it just is so peaceful and calming and i love it and i'll probly listen to it until i got to sleep tonight.

Ok,so i was dilly dallying around in my basement,then i hit a picture on my wall.It feel down,so as i was going to see the picture i was praying it didnt break.But as i got to it there was a huge crack right through the middle.i broke the glass,yes i did.i am retarded :[.My mom is going to FLIP when she sees it,this is the millionth thing in my ( Read more... )