Shortly before 1pm a man I admired a great deal over the last two plus years, since I first met him, passed away. He tought me many things over the course of that period of time. And even in his death, he showed me one final thing. He showed me the love I still have ( Read more... )

I swear the lies I see make me sick sometimes. I don't like where I work, so I try to make the environment a little easier to deal with. Make casual conversation or work related ones, where applicable. So I know there's an idiot I work with that has it in for my ex, and he decides to bring her up in the conversation. I already know those two are ( Read more... )

HAHA! I have been rightfully owned by Ole. Fuckin' had it coming to me for the amount I drank. A blast of a night though. I managed to show off my pvc kilt and shirt in quite the fashion. Commando in a kilt amazingly enough does not make your balls cold ( Read more... )

Bad moments can ensure many things get tossed to the side. Even arguments. Recently, I found out that my ex's father is deteriorating in health. It made me communicate with her, again. Not for any other reason but that circumstance. I feel comfortable in doing it, right now. Well, I thought I did, except for having to deal with moments where the ( Read more... )

Always by the end of the night I feel so much better. I can breathe perfectly. I just hope that it goes away within the next day. No more throat problems for me, now. Which leaves only what's lingering in my nose and head ( Read more... )

Well last night I was obliged to read a nice LJ about a man and his fetish to do stupid things. I'm sure many have posted about this or read it somewhere, but if not, go read: http://users.livejournal.com/jer_/34456.htmlRead more... )

Today's just feeling like an off day. My mind has wandered all over the place today and I don't feel motivated enough to do much. I have to watch over my throat. For some reason, its been bothering me far too much today, and the longer I let it sit after taking a drink, the worse if gets on me, again. Keep the liquid coming ( Read more... )

Found an old CD I made up, thanks to Mike. Years ago he introduced me to a band call the Birthday Massacre. Found it in my car on the way home from playing pool. I'm currently lost in the trance of the rhythm. Well, among other things ( Read more... )

Well, that should about cover it. I've paid my dues. I've regretted my crimes. More or less, the things I've done to create this distance was needed, as much as I did hate to do it. Life is not about continually following the same path, but I'd like to hope that I'd be able to cross paths with everyone I meet, more than once in my life ( Read more... )

So I gave myself a nice looooong weekend to relax. Now for the rest of the week, I'm lucky enough to go over finances, processing job applications, and contacting my works 'Office of the President' to help initiate an investigation that may get someone fired for lying (doubtful though ( Read more... )