I have to admit something. I have come to the conclusion today that for the past few days, weeks, and maybe even months I have been depressed. It is hard for me to say that because I always feel like I need to be the bubble happy person, and its just plain stupid to be feeling depressed. But today I found myself crying in my car to my little sister ( Read more... )

Men..those hideous, those shameful, those incosiderate, not even good enough for me to even blink blindy at anymore, MEN! I have had my experience in the past with men. And to tell you the truth, they all sucked, they all were horrible to me, they were all EVERYTHING YOU WOULD COME TO EXPECT IN A MAN, (except for one person who was my boyfriend ( Read more... )

Well, I'm at a point in my life where I have found understanding. Thank God ( Read more... )

During an interlupe with your lover, do you find yourself holding on to them for dear life, as if the separation between the two will be the death of you. Do you find yourself breathing into your lovers ear wanting them to hear how they take your breath away. For a woman, does your eyes water and tears roll down your cheeks at the first feel of ( Read more... )

Well you guys today is the day that I'm supposed to be leaving for Tallahassee, at around 10AM and look what time it is..6AM...I couldnt sleep. I guess Im so excited to be finally leaving that I couldnt sleep anymore. And you know what good riddance. My stay in Ft Lauderdale was at a time eventful but yet, all around very wasteful. I could have ( Read more... )

I have always known that the most important thing in life is family, well, the most important thing is MY life is my family. I can't see myself without any of them, I want to raise my kids the way I was raised... in a strong family environment. This summer I took up an opportunity which I thought would do me a world of good when it came to my ( Read more... )

Im more than ever in my prime...I want to get laid...its been like....well it has not been that long, but the only person I have sex with I only see him like every 3 months..and he has a girlfriend..I want someone for myself...I actually want a few!! Am I freak??? I feel I should be exploring...LOL My only requirements...a nice size YAHOO...and ( Read more... )

Im excited!!! After being in this god forsaken hell hole for like a month, I got to go home for 3 days!!! Home= Ft. Lauderdale, I was only supposed to go down for like 2 days, buuuut, I like being with my family..and my parents practically begged me to stay, oh yeah, and some nasty shit went down, that I decided to stay one day longer and called in ( Read more... )

For some unknown reason I have been wondering how everyone from my past is doing..well not really EVERYONE..but you know, the people I went to school with like Avalon and Nicole, it was soo good to hear from Lauren, since I missed her so much, it was nice to just hear her voice. I wonder how the guy who I had the biggest crush on for the longest ( Read more... )

I should just stop complaining, I guess Im not so used to writing in this thing that often..anywayz so much has happen with me in the past few months...the last time I wrote was in March...okay...where do I begin...well I finished my junior year well enough, Im moving from my apartment to another in tallahassee, I met a guy during St. Patricks Day ( Read more... )