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coping with the addiction.
the last week has been fucking hell on earth, i quit smoking just over a week ago and trying to quit is one of the shittiest expieriences ive put myself through it realy is. the sick thing is ive only smoked since i was fourteen almost 4 years. people be smart if you dont smoke now, dont ever start because eventualy your going to want to quit and ( Read more... ) -
feeling like death again this time more emotionaly
i honestly dont feel like living, and if i do i wanna be all fucked up on drugs, i dont trust anyone anymore, mom cheated on dad and had sex with the guy multiple times were trying to get things back together again, the healing is slow and painful, were trying to do things as a family as in workin together around the house takin care of my ( Read more... ) -
excited.
yay, billy talent is finaly coming to town and i get to seem tonight with jynessia, brandon and jeffy dommer (not his real name stolen from the ringer). opening bands are cancer bats ALEXIS ON FIRE AND AGAINST ME, so im just lying in my room and chatting with friends and blasting billy talent, alexis on fire and against me. this means i gotta wear ( Read more... ) -
feelin better. and have the best damn friends ever
im happy to say i am feeling better since seeing the doctor the other day. and i have thought about quiting smoking. my dad says he will quit smoking with me so we have decided to quit in august which i thinks going to be tough because its during summer holidays and there will be alot of bordom and all you smokers out there know that most of the ( Read more... ) -
eehhh
so today after school i went to see the doctor. he said i have a bad case of broncitis that can easily turn into pnemonia so its a damn good thing i decided to go in. i knew there something wasnt right im never sick for over two whole weeks. but he also says smoking has to do with the fact that i got broncitis so he recommends that i quit :(. does ( Read more... ) -
you wonder why i left you
hi. havent been up to much today. slept till ten thirty woke up. got on the computer right away chatted with a few people. talked to my ex girlfriend and her friends because my friend told me they were talking shit about me calling me mustache boy and shit. not one of those pathetic dramatic scumbags could even admit to it. thats why i left jessica ( Read more... ) -
week to
good morning LJ. I just got up meaning i still have the gnarly taste of ass ( my friend raeann asks if i was licking asshole last night im like no) and i wasnt its probably just all the medication im taking. im still sick as a fucking dog which sucks. two weeks exactly. i should write more often but i dont. so since i havent written in awhile i ( Read more... )