i feel so alone right now. i feel as if no one wants me around. i try to join in on conversations and stuff like that, but i always get pushed away. why am i hated? was i meant to be alone? why me?

i have this girl i like. her name i nikki. i met her parents a few days ago. i was real nice around them. but some how they wound up not liking me. they won't let me talk to her on the phone or take her out. what should i do?

Easter was not so good for me. I had to go to the ER. I couldn't breath or see well. I was getting dizzy spells and my heart was racing. But it turned out I was going into withdrawl from the medicine I was taking. The doctor took me off to see how I would do. The medicine I was taking was for depression. I have a mental problem that causes me to ( Read more... )

OK so I have been away for awhile but I,m back. Well spring break is getting boring. nothing to do. I am always being bugged by my sisters. maybe I need to go away again.

I got back from state a few days ago. man did I have a great time. I met many lovely ladies, saw some good shows, and best of all five days of no sisters. I can't wait till next year

I have two real good friends that make me feel like I am a part of someting. They make me feel like I belong. Doug, Ben you guys are they best. To bad your are leaving. I am going to miss you. Nobody will treat me the same.

prom is soon and i don't have a date. I don't want to go alone. I have asked around but nothing so far. But i guess if I have to go alone i will.

It is getting close to when we open Hello Dolly. In two weeks we're going to have the first show. I can't wait. This is going to be a great show. I hope that we will be a big hit and that we have a full house. I love acting. It is so fun and you get to meet a lot of people. That is how I met many of the friends I have. I have got a real nack for ( Read more... )

I have been looking forward to driving as soon as I turned 16. But over a year later I finally get the chance to drive and I couldn't keep the car strait. I kept heading toward the curb. And I wanted to do real well. Maybe next time I will do better. I plan on practicing soon.

I have this crush on a girl that i know. But I have the feeling that she doesn't know I am alive. I'd like to let her know how i feel, but i a scared. I don't want to freak her out. If she only knew what kind of a person I am maybe she'd like me. I see her at practice for the show that we're in. I hardly get to talk to her. She is always talking ( Read more... )