Wow, it has been so long since i have posted a journal entry in here!! well, this is a synopsis of whats been going on... I got really sick becasue something triggered asmetha in my lungs, ao i had to quit working at the boys and girls club... :'( I stopped seeing Martin becasue i got really sick and before they knew it was asmetha they told me ( Read more... )

I think that my mission in life is to do everything wrong. I continually hurt the people around me that i love, and I hate taht about me. I wish that Life wasn;t so terrible, that everything kinda worked out, you never had feelings for anyone exept the one that you were going to spend the rest of your life with, you never had insurance rates go up ( Read more... )

I have recently discovered how much of a retard I am. I have always known that i do a lot of retarted things, but I have not known the capacity of retartedness that I have come to reach. I write a bunch of stuff on here halfway so that I can have people read it, because that way they can know a little bit of my thoughts, and also to vent my ( Read more... )

Happy new year!!!!!!!!!!!

love all of ya

ok, I know that i have been writing a lot about how there is this guy who I like, and its kind obvious who it was... lol, but i know that you remember that hawaiian guy that i was talking about for a while that moved to Alaska. Well he came home for break, and I totally wasn't expecting it to be like this. I was hanging with Kristy and Dan came ( Read more... )

You Are the Enthusiast
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You are outgoing and playful - always seeing the happy side to life.

You're enthusiastic and excitable. You love anything new.

Multi-talented, you do many things well... and find success easy.

You prefer to keep things light with others. Opening up is hard for you.

This is me... who are you?

why is it that all the guys that i wind up falling for are the ones who i can't have. and why is it that Christian guys can't be gentlemen, and maybe have feelings for a christian girl huh? I hate that!!!!!!!! I fell for a gentleman, who is kind, and likes me for who i am, not what i look like or for the fact that i have a big chest, just for me. I ( Read more... )

Ok, this is where I start, where I profess my Love for the man that I curently decide that i want in my life. But recently there have been some changes. The one that I want in my life has suddenly become a huge percentage of who I am. Where I want to be is always with him. I think about him, all the time, and somehow, its never enough. Then I pride ( Read more... )

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