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I'm just going to let it flow...let it floooow....let it flow on out like white water rapids. Slow at first, almost serene, but with a slight inclination that the speed will pick up. And then faster, picking up speed. Molecules rushing now...faster and faster. A rapid rush of emotion ( Read more... ) -
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Woah, woah, woah. It's been too long. i feel like there's a ton of stuff to cover. part of me just wants to put them in a numbered list. of course, that'd just be cold. and it would lack the detail or emotion that's involved with each event so i'll just...yea, i'll just number them ( Read more... ) -
Out with the Old, In with the New
I think that sums things up. The days of only relying on one guy to be my confidant, my rock, my trusting friend have finally reached their dusk ( Read more... ) -
Rebuild.
So...it's been a week of depressing boredom and unmotivated sadness for me. I think this is the part of the process that just kind of digs at you any chance it can get - like a hungry ravenous dog with the corpse of a field mouse ( Read more... ) -
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as "Hey Jude" from Across The Universe plays in the background, I can't help but want to spill spill spill....spill my feelings into this entry. But not just here - release some of those feelings into another avenue...go for a run...get away...find someplace comfortable and just be there and probably cry. Not just cry for the sake of crying, but ( Read more... ) -
Like Looking For Love At A Train Station
damn that kelly clarkson...she's done it again. this song..."maybe" is like, everything i felt/feel/want to feel about someone. it's crazy...those songs that really really hit...i love them ( Read more... ) -
Imports, Exports
God. Jesus God Almighty. In so many ways, I feel selfish for feeling discontent with my life. It could be so much worse - I know that. I tell myself that so often.
So...an update is in order - on several levels.
- I ended up seeing Harry Potter alone 2 weeks ago. It was probably for the best. I saw it tonight again...alone at Grauman's Chinese ( Read more... ) -
2 and a half days of silence: an update
Gosh...2 and a half days of silence. I'm feeling all sorts of things. Under the doctor's orders, I've been advised to not send, return, or receive any calls or texts. And I've stayed true to that perscription ( Read more... ) -
The End. The End. The End.
I wrote this 30 minutes after we talked today around 12 noon. It's pretty raw and it's everything I remember as it was still fresh in my mind. So here it goes ( Read more... ) -
they sent me the book of mormon...it's a real page-turner!
this song..."everything" by michael buble. it makes me want to sing...smile...cry. how does he do it?
i am up late...a lot has happened since my last legitimate post.
i graduated? haha i graduated and i went on interviews and have been in the midst of setting up a place in west hollywood.
all the while, i am feeling terribly uneasy. an under- ( Read more... )