i am so unbelievably lucky. i seriously have the best thing going for me right now.

so lucky to have you.

yesterday i woke up after a dream about someone who is no longer here. dreams of those kind always have strange effects on me...i dont know whether to be sad becuase of the realization that they're gone, or to be happy to have that as almost a memory of what they were like. these kinds of dreams are not uncommon to me, but for the first time, ( Read more... )

so i'm glad today happened. because monday and tuesday were all-around bad days and i hated them. today my ceramics project became successful in just a few minutes after many hours of frustrations last night. i also went to the arboretum and took some good photos (i hope!) and a nice old man told me i should be a model. haha stuff like that can ( Read more... )

its been a good weekend so far, for the most part. friday i spent the afternoon with my mom and was able to see my neighbor as well. friday night was pretty boring partly because there was absolutely nothing to do and partly because i was just in a bad mood ( Read more... )

( this is where i live )

so life has had its ups and downs lately. one of the major downs being that one of my cats died a few days ago. we have had that cat since i was 2, and i still remember first getting him. he was so scared of our house that he hid in the basement for like 2 weeks. and when i was little, he'd bite me if i cried. so for the longest time i had a ( Read more... )

so today is the first day this semester that i can say i'm stressed about school. its kind of comforting, probably because i know certain things get done faster/easier when i'm stressed becuase in my head i think the stress will disappear when its over. but that never happens, something else just fills its place. and i know i will be feeling ( Read more... )

today is me and dan's 3 and 1/2 year anniversary! thats crazy to think. today we went out shopping and to the macaroni grille where we had the most amazing food ever. i think my stomach is huge becuase i ate a whole lot more than anyone should really eat ( Read more... )

its been a good week ( Read more... )

having a 4 day weekend was great. i got to play with PJ a whole lot on sunday and he finally says my name! it makes me so incredibly happy to hear him say it, it's adorable. we rolled around on the grass a lot ( Read more... )