I'm in a band again with two friends of mine. We're called High Wave. We have an open mic tonight and I'm sure I will be happy about it tomorrow morning, I'm just having a weird feeling about it due to my nutcase guitarist...I'm hoping I'm proven wrong...should be interesting...

The last month and a half has been an emotional zigzag with my anxiety issues. I also went on a date with a red headed crazy cat woman who I met on facebook of all places ( Read more... )

Alright. The limited time that I spend on facebook, I am baffled at the stupidity that just ignites on the page. A girl posts a picture of herself and her semi-retarded boyfriend responds with "aw hun when did you do this? It looks really good" and boyfriend sends posts puppy photos on her wall...Creepy ( Read more... )

At a recent band practice, an argument ensued when I became visibly irritated over my guitarist singing harmony parts where he never did before. I let go of the fact that he is not that good of a background vocalist and as much of a friend as he has been to me, I feel like being in the band on and off is similiar to going back to your ex-wife over ( Read more... )

After observing many couples, I have come to the conclusion that men are easily manipulated by the vagina and woman by the penis and the paycheck and desperation is the most manipulative forces that makes love just two desperate and clueless morons sharing eachothers private parts after watching movies or drinking coffee somewhere. And they have to ( Read more... )

Being told that you are "bitter" and "negative" and "something deep inside you is making you angry" is not stunning. Considering the sources are two dear friends of mine who believe in David Icke, Alex Jones, and the IlluminNUTti, I took their recent observations with a grain of salt ( Read more... )

I just have to fully admit that I'm a chemically imbalanced human being whose full on anxiety comes in waves that if not medicated will make me drown in a pit of hopelessness, depression, anger, easy irritability, and nerves all rolled into my system so much that if I do not medicate, life becomes less then tolerable ( Read more... )

Played an open mic at a local coffeehouse where I received the ultimate compliment for a singer-"Your cover of Radiohead-Fake Plastic Trees made me get teary eyed." and "Wow." and "You guys should play the Jazz Fest." and I am convinced anytime I feel pure joy it turns into a mound of shit within hours...PRESCRIPTIONS ARE GREAT!!! Maybe, once I'm ( Read more... )

IN THE LATEST EPISODE OF "BAND PATRONAGE"-Disgrunted drummer talks behind singer's back because he has the audacity to want to work on harmony parts and does not like the overly popular song, Collide by Howie Day ( Read more... )

The holidays were wonderfully annoying. I find myself feeling sad and angry and just fed up with this little life of mine. I'm single and the power of the vag is something I have tried to conquer in the past. Sometimes, my handsome Italian Irish looks got me somewhere. I actually stuck my pickle in the river, in fact, my dick has floated down many ( Read more... )