I haven't written in here in nearly two months. I've been blogging regularly on myspace...but they're minor daily updates. A lot has been going on...and none of it has been good. I'm going through depression again...I've known most of my friends on here for about five years...some even longer...and it's no secret I've had an extensive history ( Read more... )

How I could have forgotten to mention this is beyond me. Above anything else that happened this past weekend, the worst was on Friday night. We came back from the beach and Matt and I went out to dinner. The parking lot is gravel, and the sections are divided by big logs all lined up together to form a barrier. So we get in the car to go, and ( Read more... )

While I was away this weekend, I was reading through my journal...I read about several other horror experiences I had in Wildwood. This weekend was no exception...and I made sure to write about it. I had fun, I always do...but it wasn't without its share of trouble ( Read more... )

I'm so ready to party! In a couple of hours, Matt and I will be leaving for Wildwood. It's the party weekend down there, over half the hotels have huge parties. When my cousin and I used to go down, we'd go to several of them and stick with whoever had the best music. No one knows whether or not you belong at their hotel so I'd get free beer ( Read more... )

Survivor concludes tonight. Can we all say "Worst final four ever"? I've never chosen to not watch the finale...this is a first. Luckily, this gives me the opportunity to do a paper that's already nearly a week late.

My annoyances aside, I'd like to wish Stephanie a Happy Mother's Day. I hope it was a lovely one!

Can anyone explain to me how it's possible to dance competitively for over 10 years, win numerous competitions for dance routines that require balance and precision, and still be one of the most ungraceful people on earth? I used to toe dance, for crying out loud! I sprained my ankle today...badly. The saddest part is that I've experienced this ( Read more... )

This is my last full week of school for the semester. I have 4 papers to write and I'm super nervous. I registered today for a class that I'm taking in May. It's three weeks, Monday through Thursday, with the exception of Memorial Day...it's 11 classes total. It fills two requirements, so I'm technically getting two courses out of the way. ( Read more... )

I admit it...I have no sense of direction. However, I have gotten a lot better with them over the past couple of years. I called the doctor on Monday because I haven't had my period since November, when I took prescription pills that brought it on. I always feel like it's coming, and it never does. I finally made an appointment to find out what ( Read more... )

Where do you draw the line between being honest and hurtful? If you're aware of someone's insecurities, is it necessary to make them feel bad about themselves? I'm sick of myself as it is. I feel like I'm the ugliest human being on this planet. The thought of looking in the mirror or worse, leaving my house is daunting. Imagine, if you will, ( Read more... )

*Sigh* I know I can't please everyone...but how about anyone? Maybe tomorrow I'll wake up a self centered bitch and then no one else will even matter to me.


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