It's funny how reading those last posts I feel like its same shit different year. Is it ever gonna stop?

After all of the Jason drama, the Dan drama, and everything else after this I have finally decided to go get help and even though it was just one time I'm starting to feel like it was the best decision for me. The thoughts I was having and the ( Read more... )

well. he has a new girlfriend. I wish i could get the point across to him that because of him, I am completly unable to hold solid, functional relationship. I can't trust people, so I therefore I can't have a relationship. I don't think I'll ever forgive him.

and one day you're going to have to learn to stand on your own. and not just stand on your own, but be able to be okay with yourself and the person you are. you shouldn't have to work to please a boy. they should like you the way you are. and you shouldn't work yourself up over a boy either. because trust me, they aren't getting worked up over you

mmm this break has been insane, i've had no "me" time ( Read more... )

Ahhh. Where to even start.

This whole week was just super stressful, being the last week of school and all, but last night made it all worth it.

Last night was Date Dance and I went with Dillon, and it was perfect. It was seriously so amazing. Our limo was pimp, it was a huge party bus that fit 30 with a satelite plasma tv and a bathroom. SWEET. ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my Sweet Sixteen!!! Pretty pimp if you ask me, I can't handle it I'm so old =P ( Read more... )

GAHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

Well, I've decided not to Friends Only Halloween, due to the fact that it was a total disaster in some areas, yet completely amazing in others. Let's just say, it was a night to remember...Anyways, last week was kinda rough, just cause I wasn't feeling very loved. I felt ignored and just blah. I was over-reacting though, as usual. It was just a ( Read more... )

Oh man, where the hell do I even start ( Read more... )

Oh boy. I love how whenever we all hang out it's a freaking production, and something always happens ( Read more... )