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Sometimes it's just chilling how you can be so wrong about a person. To think I've always prided myself as a person with good judgment. Maybe not. But it does give me a peek about what the harsh reality is ( Read more... )

I've been so busy with stuff, not going to church for such a long time and not praying for like dont know when. So out of touch with God. Rhoda told me it's possible to pray to desire him. I'm gonna start. I miss Him. I miss having a centre to anchor myself to.

Now, everything is just so muddled. I want to be the clear-headed Christine again. Who ( Read more... )

It's really nice to be in control of my life. How I feel and what I do.

After stupidboy, I'm treasuring this so much more. My self-esteem is no longer suffering. My emotions are under control. No longer will his little actions send blood rushing to my face nor tug at my heart so badly I feel like crying. No longer will I feel so miserable about not ( Read more... )

"Human beings replace all their emotions with fear" - Paulo Coelho in Veronika Decides to Die

How very true! There are just so many times I have to stop myself from singing out loud in public (even though that earworm just keeps going on and on in my head) for fear of being judged. Or banish all thoughts of extreme sports such as mountain climbing ( Read more... )

I'm back from HK and missing it like crazy. It's weird being back at home with so much time at hand to actually idle around, while back in HK, I hardly even have time to sleep. What I miss the most is not having my friends in such close proximity that I can just pop by for movie screening, plan our itinery for the next day, and simply just laugh ( Read more... )

MY CRAMPS ARE DRIVING ME INSANE!!! IT'S SO BAD I AM HAVING A MIGRANE FROM THE PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE BOYS WITH THEIR SMELLY SOCKS, THEIR INABILITY TO GO INTO LABOUR AND HOW THEY DONT NEED TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT EVERY MONTH!!!! AHHH!!! KILL ME!!!!

I've been sent to the designated swine clinic and paid freaking S$40. AND GUESS WHAT. The doctor didn't run the swine test on me because apparently, I "do not have enough symptoms". Gosh. I really wished there was better coordination between the school and that stupid clinic. And the doctor looked at me like I was mad in my N95 mask because he ( Read more... )

Oh no there are 2 confirmed swine cases in my hall and oneof which has mild flu symptoms without any fever. Which is me. I went to the school's doctor just now and they asked me to go back again in the afternoon. The suckniess doubles when you're overseas and there's no loving mama to comfort you and tend to you. And it doesn't help that this is ( Read more... )

I am in Hongkong now!!! WOOHOO!! To be completely honest, it didn't start out to be fine and dandy. I was super homesick on the very first day already because there's so much to get used to! I have to clean my own room, buy my own groceries and of course, get to know the people around me. All these require me to step out of my comfort zone which is ( Read more... )