My life hasn't been very eventful lately since I have been reflecting and meditating on the new information I have gained. I was introduced to another daemon, Asmoday (Asmodeus). Here is some information about him:

Asmodeus-
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I remember what I actually wanted to update about. I have to admit, I am not in a family of wealth. There is always some struggle with money. I was watching a Documentary last night about band impersonators. Most of the men who did this was not wealthy either, and the strangest feeling came over me when I expecially saw one working at his discount ( Read more... )

My mind has told me that becoming like a God has it's faults that I should think about before I make any further decisions. The first thing is to exist without emotion. There are times when I do not wish to have emotions, but without emotions how will I be defined? Another thing is to not Love. I guess that goes with emotions ( Read more... )

I lied about doing some spiritual work this weekend! I never took the time to do it, shame shame on me! I get terribly tired of posting things that happen in my mundane life ( Read more... )

I believe my Mother is cenile. She accused me of being in her bed and was really angry about it. I thought that was funny and rediculous. I'm going to Tivoli this weekend; Eventually I'll end up doing some spiritual work. I really enjoy the town's cemetaries, they are full of spiritual energies. There are a few things that I wish I was more adept ( Read more... )

My cousin practically dragged me to a "Youth meeting" at her church. I was extremely irritated at her actions, though I saw an opportunity in the making. It was quite an immature thought. To stay through the session withstanding such preaching and come out unchanged and unfaltered ( Read more... )

I believe my Mother has gone completely insane or just getting way too old for my own benefit. Lately she has been cussing me out for no apparent reason and claiming that I don't do anything around the house. That's why I can never stay out past 11:00pm. The truth is, I do everything in my power to keep the house clean while my parents are at their ( Read more... )

I remember a dream I had ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really do wish I was that insane...Then it would explain everything that I've ever experienced. Well, sanity is nice though...

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Become one with my inner sociopath.

Get your resolution here

What is there to do in such a town as Port Lavaca, TX? Nothing, unless you are weak in mind and do drugs and drink everyday. Life is standing still for me. Though I do feel something in the air, a sort of "wind of change". It's hard to figure out completely, but I will soon enough. It's interesting to live how I live. Working on intuition and ( Read more... )