don't give up multi~[4/10]
Title: Don't Give Up
Pairing: RyoPi/Tegopi
Rating: PG {only for use of words and kissing XD}
Author: christelle143
disclaimer: "These incredibly hot guys are mine!" -> what my heart says but the law says otherwise :))
Previous Chapters: [chapter 1] [chapter 2] [Chapter 3]
Reminder! Read the other chapters! :)
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Leaning by the wall, Yamapi was going over what Tegoshi said. .did he really mean it, or was it just some joke? No one took him for shit in this industry. There was always someone better, though his group mates respected him NO ONE did really LOVE him . .really love him. However, now someone's here saying he loves him. But if he answers Tegoshi there, what will happen to Ryo?
Well, Ryo never loved me anyway. He probably just treats me as a friend.
He faced Tegoshi, sighing as he said, "Etou. . .so do you really mean it or are you just playing with me?"
"I'm not kidding."
Yamapi sighs once more as he nodded his head, looking to the right. .he saw a shadow . .he seemed like crying but hid his face quick making Pi unable to recognize him.
"Hontou desu ka, Yamashita-san?"
"Un. . .demo I can't tell you that I love you because I don't want to lie about my feelings. However, I accept your feelings Tegoshi-san."
Stunned and unable to speak, Tegoshi hugged Yamapi. "I understand. . .Yamapi." Tegoshi was probably blushing like crazy but he didn't mind at all. After all he now has Yamapi.
Crying, Ryo ran. He was sure Yamapi saw him but he still needed to hide himself. Yamapi and Tegoshi, why didn't he just steal Pi away before? Now he has to suffer this pain.
Yamapi, doushite?! Why him and not me?! Why. . .
Leaning against the wall, Ryo cried his heart out. He kept on punching the wall but the pain from his hands didn't even match up to the pain in his heart. With each punch he let his feelings for Yamapi, his irritation for Tegoshi, and the pain in his heart. Every punch had a stronger force than the other. He poured them all out, just wanting for them to disappear.
But he knew it would never disappear, he knew that it's permanently carved in his heart.
The next day, Ryo came back to the rehearsal with his hands in a bandage.
"Ryo-chan, Daijobu ka? What's wrong with your hands?" asked Koyama.
"No worries Kei-chan, I'm fine." Ryo kept looking down trying to avoid the looks of his fellow bandmates. He quickly scanned the room for Yamapi and Tegoshi but they were no where to be found.
Sigh. . .maybe they're together again.
Closing his eyes, Ryo lied down on the sofa wishing for sleep to overtake his body. He probably looked bad now since he had been crying for a while. He had to evade Yamapi today. He didn't need anymore painful feelings. He had to.
"RYOOOO-CHAAAAAANNNN!" shouts Yamapi. He sits down beside Ryo.
Yamapi? . . .dame! I can't open my eyes. I don't trust myself not to cry when I see his face. I can't. . .I can't cry!
Yamapi stared at Ryo's sleeping face, then whispered. "Gomen ne, I didn't know that you were sleeping. Well, I wanted to tell you this but I doubt that I can if your awake.I'm with Tegoshi now. . ."
Thanks Yamapi. I really don't want to hear this. FUCK! RYO SLEEP!
"But you know what Ryo, I don't really love him. You must really think that I'm worthless right? Answering him even though I love someone else . . .demo Ryo, I don't really have much time left. I can't wait for the person I love anymore. I just can't. . .I'd learn to love him eventually right? Maybe I will. . but I doubt that I'll forget . . . ."
"PI-CHAN! Genki? uwah! I was looking for you and your here!" laughs Tegoshi.
Who?! Forget who Yamapi?! Why didn't you finish your fucking sentence?!
"Let's go Yamapi, the director's already calling for us."
Linking his arm with Yamapi's, Tegoshi lead him to the studio.
All alone in the dressing room, Ryo felt his tears fall down once more.
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GGOMMMMEENNN~~ for the late update^^
well, this chapter is for:jeztle07 and meshiblack21
U both rock! LOVE YAH GIRLS^^
thanks for reading^^
comment please :)~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CHAPTER 5~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Pairing: RyoPi/Tegopi
Rating: PG {only for use of words and kissing XD}
Author: christelle143
disclaimer: "These incredibly hot guys are mine!" -> what my heart says but the law says otherwise :))
Previous Chapters: [chapter 1] [chapter 2] [Chapter 3]
Reminder! Read the other chapters! :)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Leaning by the wall, Yamapi was going over what Tegoshi said. .did he really mean it, or was it just some joke? No one took him for shit in this industry. There was always someone better, though his group mates respected him NO ONE did really LOVE him . .really love him. However, now someone's here saying he loves him. But if he answers Tegoshi there, what will happen to Ryo?
Well, Ryo never loved me anyway. He probably just treats me as a friend.
He faced Tegoshi, sighing as he said, "Etou. . .so do you really mean it or are you just playing with me?"
"I'm not kidding."
Yamapi sighs once more as he nodded his head, looking to the right. .he saw a shadow . .he seemed like crying but hid his face quick making Pi unable to recognize him.
"Hontou desu ka, Yamashita-san?"
"Un. . .demo I can't tell you that I love you because I don't want to lie about my feelings. However, I accept your feelings Tegoshi-san."
Stunned and unable to speak, Tegoshi hugged Yamapi. "I understand. . .Yamapi." Tegoshi was probably blushing like crazy but he didn't mind at all. After all he now has Yamapi.
Crying, Ryo ran. He was sure Yamapi saw him but he still needed to hide himself. Yamapi and Tegoshi, why didn't he just steal Pi away before? Now he has to suffer this pain.
Yamapi, doushite?! Why him and not me?! Why. . .
Leaning against the wall, Ryo cried his heart out. He kept on punching the wall but the pain from his hands didn't even match up to the pain in his heart. With each punch he let his feelings for Yamapi, his irritation for Tegoshi, and the pain in his heart. Every punch had a stronger force than the other. He poured them all out, just wanting for them to disappear.
But he knew it would never disappear, he knew that it's permanently carved in his heart.
The next day, Ryo came back to the rehearsal with his hands in a bandage.
"Ryo-chan, Daijobu ka? What's wrong with your hands?" asked Koyama.
"No worries Kei-chan, I'm fine." Ryo kept looking down trying to avoid the looks of his fellow bandmates. He quickly scanned the room for Yamapi and Tegoshi but they were no where to be found.
Sigh. . .maybe they're together again.
Closing his eyes, Ryo lied down on the sofa wishing for sleep to overtake his body. He probably looked bad now since he had been crying for a while. He had to evade Yamapi today. He didn't need anymore painful feelings. He had to.
"RYOOOO-CHAAAAAANNNN!" shouts Yamapi. He sits down beside Ryo.
Yamapi? . . .dame! I can't open my eyes. I don't trust myself not to cry when I see his face. I can't. . .I can't cry!
Yamapi stared at Ryo's sleeping face, then whispered. "Gomen ne, I didn't know that you were sleeping. Well, I wanted to tell you this but I doubt that I can if your awake.I'm with Tegoshi now. . ."
Thanks Yamapi. I really don't want to hear this. FUCK! RYO SLEEP!
"But you know what Ryo, I don't really love him. You must really think that I'm worthless right? Answering him even though I love someone else . . .demo Ryo, I don't really have much time left. I can't wait for the person I love anymore. I just can't. . .I'd learn to love him eventually right? Maybe I will. . but I doubt that I'll forget . . . ."
"PI-CHAN! Genki? uwah! I was looking for you and your here!" laughs Tegoshi.
Who?! Forget who Yamapi?! Why didn't you finish your fucking sentence?!
"Let's go Yamapi, the director's already calling for us."
Linking his arm with Yamapi's, Tegoshi lead him to the studio.
All alone in the dressing room, Ryo felt his tears fall down once more.
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GGOMMMMEENNN~~ for the late update^^
well, this chapter is for:jeztle07 and meshiblack21
U both rock! LOVE YAH GIRLS^^
thanks for reading^^
comment please :)~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CHAPTER 5~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~