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Battle of the sexes, or battle of the emotions?
My relationship with Travis is falling apart. Dumb of me to say that its just now falling apart after everything, but it is. A mean joke here and there. The looks given. The days gone without speaking. This is how it all starts right? The long horrible process of falling from eachothers lifes.
I dont want this. I will never ( Read more... ) -
Sex.
First things first, i have GOT to stop smelling the hair color after i take the top off. I dont know what it is but once i open it i have an instant urge to smell it, and imdulge in the memory of cosmo school but every time it about burns my eyes out in a mili-second. Dumb. Ill never be able to remember to stop once the moment ( Read more... ) -
More than just a recovery.
Well this friday the 13th was very eventful ( Read more... ) -
grown.
its so weird looking back at everything and seeing how it is now. all the roads taken, misteaks made. all the reasons we have cried. its been the end of the world like three times. I never thought it would be this way but its okay.
I hate how your turning into that person you used to be. desperate to hook up with a girl, no matter the age. ( Read more... ) -
30 weeks.
Im pretty sure Caden is going to be early. I also hope so. I feel so ugly, and i know i shouldnt seeing as why, but im so insecure about all the damage this is doing to me, and how hard its going to be to lose it asap. I will go back to the 75% raw foodist thing, and i will go to the gym everyday as soon as im healed. It just gets me so bad still ( Read more... ) -
youre really lovely, underneath it all.
Dear LiveJorunal,
Caden will be born in 2 months. Wow, isnt that something? In 2 months i shall have a baby boy. (:
I think my excitment over powers my fear of the birthing. I really cant wait to be a family with Travis and Caden, live in a house, and come home from work everyday to them. It feels like im getting everything i could ever want. Oh my ( Read more... ) -
hellogoodbye.
I dont care for you or your "friendship" anymore. Im fine with is going unsaid, and drifting to a picture comment every now and then. But knowing you, youll literally have to go out with a bang. I honestly told you weeks ago i was done and i dont want people who treat me like garbage and act like there in high school on my life anymore. But i gave ( Read more... ) -
blackbird singing in the dead of night.
I have two jobs, my loan is put off for another year, im having a baby, my ideal apartment complex is super cheap for the next three months. What missing? My engagment ring. I feel like we need to get married now just so we can get the super low move in deal. I know, dumb ( Read more... ) -
Gartor Fans = Biggest jerks on the planet.
Dear Gators ( Read more... )
