Spring Break was stressful. I know it happened for a reason. It was great spending time with becca. I miss all my highschool friends and i feel like i won't see any of them after next year. Bigger and better things. Thank god we got out of the fredericksburg triangle. Saturday i drove back to denton because my mom spent all her time visiting her ( Read more... )

Most of the day i stared blankly at a wall. Scott is always trying to cheer me up. He always says the wrong things. I am so nostalgic of last year. Jared blew me off again tonight. I had something really important to talk to him about but i wont see him for weeks. I'll forget all about the matter in a few weeks. It isn't my fault for not telling ( Read more... )

I want to move. I hate living here in Denton. I have no friends. I want to move to Austin and be around my friends. The friends i made last year in college were not my friends at all. They ditched me for their highschool friends. I am so destroyed emotionally i cry all the fucking time. Thanks for not being there for me. Y'all always think that i' ( Read more... )

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Spring Break is almost here. I am not that excited. I can't wait to be in austin but i am not looking foward to the lonely drive there. I really regret taking the whole week of spring break off. I really was hoping to do something exciting. Like going out of state. No one wants to travel with me or they already have made plans with someone else. ( Read more... )

For months now i have been bottling things up. I don't think that anyone has noticed. When I quit smoking and drinking i felt like i lost a great deal of friends. I realized that there where people that just associated with me because i smoked pot. Some of my very close friends don't even bother to call me or hang out. I really didn't think that ( Read more... )

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