Personality Disorder Test Results
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JARED IS AN ASSHOLE ( Read more... )

The holidays are over. X-mas went well, I spent it wiht scotts family. They cook such a huge fancy meal. I celebrate x-mas with my family this week. OH.. Scott gave me a sterling silver butterfly necklace, bracelet, candle holder, candle and home fragrance. His mom gave me a sweater and a cute photo album. Christmas wasn't that bad without my ( Read more... )

For those who do not know, I do have moderate cervical dysplasia . ( Pre - Cancer ) I am having laser surgery done on Jan. 7. I will be in the hospital at Medical City for a whole day. I am not to happy because i've never been in a hospital. Anyways... here is why i am depressed. So last night i told mel how great it is that scott is going to go ( Read more... )

As most of you know my condition i actually went to the doctor yesterday. HERE IS THE STORY ( Read more... )

Recently, i have been having bad dreams about me cheating on scott. Then he breaks up with me in the end. Well last night i had a dream that he cheated on me and he had a threesome. IT eas a horrible dream. The way he treated me in the dream is stuck in my mind. Then at the end of the dream i broke up with him. I really don't know what my ( Read more... )

I really feel as if i have made a bad decision. I really don't think that the guy that i am currently dating is good for me. The doubts are driving me insane. He is never sincere and I really doubt that he loves me that much. The thing is that I can't break up with him because I really don't know what i would do with out him. I really love him a ( Read more... )

So i finally went home last weekend to visit the family. It kinda helped my homesickness. But that weekend was suppose to relieve my stress instead it just created more. I caught the flu while i was there and i missed a whole week of school. What sucks is that i did go take a test on Wens. I don't think that i did so well on it. But now i am so ( Read more... )