so...im bored(hense the title)! so i tell you whats been going on inside my bubble! i registered at BA yesturday:( exciting and sad...i actually dont know what to think. im freaked out becuase i dont really know anyone, aside from a few people i hate, but im thankful to get another chance. thats one thing that bothers me, i get WAY to many chances ( Read more... )

aHHHHH! i missed the streaking!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...im not sad that i missed out on le crotches a la boys! and smay...for shame!(kidding). well, its only 20 to 12 and i already know that there will be minmimal sleep tonight! WHY ME!!! actually, i dont care to much. my computer is seriously pissing me off, everytime o go to write a question mark, it ( Read more... )

Unsolved mysteries are creepy because..............................................................................(wait for it)..............................................................................THEY'RE UNSOLVED!!!

SO, i was just readin my last post...and GOD i sound like just another depressed little fuck. when truth be told, i do have my happy moments! i love'em and dont want then EVER to go away. like this morning is a good example, im in a awesome mood(thanks to a little sleep). i just hope it stays that way, but its 99% likely that SOMEONE will do ( Read more... )

hey....hows life? good!.....isnt that what im ment to say?ahh..im so tired of pretending, believe it or not, its HARD work. spending ever minute im at home walking on egg shells so the rents dont find out. going through agony while im with friends so they dont freak out. but the thing im talking about...i wont tell. i cant, i dont even know where ( Read more... )

its finally come, i knew that this all was inevitable. im saying good bye to mdhs! it need something to change so as a last resort im changing schools. i know that it will be super hard to leave everyone i know and everything thats familiar, but im willing to make that sacrifice. and its not like im some sort of social retard, i will meet new ( Read more... )

well, i cant believe what ive done. i was thinking about it last night and i somehow managed to push away the one person i know i cant live without(sounds mellowdramatic i know) and i know exactly why i did it, i got a little freaked out and so i found some stupid, unimportant reason ot end it. i cant believe myself, i cant believe how selfish that ( Read more... )

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg! just when i think things are finally urning around, finally getting better, i get kicked in the ass. why wont this go away? why cant i just be better? i hate this. i can see it happeneing already, its the same old crap. i work really hard and do really well for a couple months, the i start to get disgusted with myself. ( Read more... )

so its been awhile, lifes been way to distracting to update this thing. anyway, its Christmas Eve! im soo excitd! im just sittin around waiting for family people to show up, its the Isaaccs clan comming over tonight, so it should be promising! i cant believe its Christmas again already. i love holidays, but when ever these big ones roll aoround ( ( Read more... )

WOOOOOW its december. sometimes it scares me how quickly time can fly! i remember the end of summer like it was yesturday! not that i miss summer to much, it wasnt one of my best. BUT, that set aside its a new year soon, perfect oppertunity to kick 2004 in the ass! just a heads up to all, none of you get christmas presents till after christmas...im ( Read more... )