today i found my little blue wooden box i thought alana stole ( Read more... )

long long day ( Read more... )

i finally went to see Fahrenheit 9/11
i will not be going to the festival this weekend
i am sad
i am frustrated
today i washed two loads of dishes in the dishwasher,
cleaned my room, bathroom
and finished my defensive driving class online.
then i went with ryan to the show as reward

i am so poor.
no more cigarettes
no austin city limits music festival
i wish HEB would direct deposit my fucking check already.
when they do i will be rich.
well. sort of.

i just want to cry every second of every day ( Read more... )

i hate money- it causes too many problems and stress and fights with my mom and my sister and my boss.

i work too much. party too little.
too much school. not enough giselle.

my pawpaw died this afternoon-
i thought he walked on water

i keep thinking about riding around the tank on his lap in the tractor with my cousin on the other knee

i had a fight with my mom last night. we never fight, ever, my mom is one of my best friends- but she got pretty pissed about my most recent speeding ticket. which i expected, but it was like a late reaction, considering i told her about it on sunday but she doesn't even express anger until tuesday, which makes me think someone else put these ( Read more... )

i got another speeding ticket- so much for ever ever getting ahead-
i think i am just going to go rot in jail for like a week to pay it off
that is better than not paying my rent- which is what would happen if i paid the ticket
fuck
---goodnight