I don't really know what to do about this whole situation. I mean like.. Yeah, I'm ok I guess and I'm working through this, but like.. I don't know. It's all so confusing... I went to Amanda's house yesterday for what was going to be the last time, and I just couldn't do it. Like. I couldn't let it be the last time I saw her. I couldn't.. And like ( Read more... )

For those of you, if anyone, who give two shits...

Amanda chose Nik...
Yay for me....
Bye..

-Christina

So, there isn't really much to update on about the whole Amanda situation, unfortunately... I completely opened up to her last night, and this morning she told me that it kinda made it even harder for her, but not to worry and that she was really glad that I told her. So I don't know, I just hope it turns out alright ( Read more... )

Hey whoever actually reads this. So, most of you know about the thing with me and Amanda and all that. I'm not sure if I've ever talked about her ex Nicole (Nik), but I can't stand that girl. She's constantly upsetting and hurting Amanda, and it pisses me off. Ugh. But anyway, Nik originally left Amanda last August for this girl Autumn, and now ( Read more... )

Yeah, so this weekend was pretty chill. Friday I didn't go to school because there really wasn't a point to going since it was prom night and I wasn't going to miss much. So I ended up staying home, and so did Colin. So I went and picked him up and we went back to my house and chilled for a while. Tanned out in my back yard a bit, then we went in ( Read more... )

Wow. So. A lot has been going on lately, not even gonna lie. Softball is done for school, and starting up very soon for summer. I'm excited. I'm kind of glad that it's over for school, but I do wish that I was going to States or something with my team. I know we could've made it, but eh, it's all good. I'm just glad the drama's over. Aside from ( Read more... )

So... You all know (not like anyone really reads this anyway, but whatever.) about the murders and what not... I still can't believe that it really happened. I see the pictures, I see the memory pamphlet from the funeral.. Everything.. hell I saw their bodies in the caskets at the viewing... But I still can't wrap my head around the fact that they' ( Read more... )

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So lately things have been really tough... The murders have hit us really hard. I know I didn't tell you all what happened in the last entry, so I'll go ahead and do that here. Basically, I've known these people my whole life... Renee was at the hospital when I was being born. And her son Josh was 13 and he was like another little brother to me... ( Read more... )

Rip Renee and Josh Bader... I miss you guys... I hope that bastard rots in jail for killing you.. I love you two... watch over me from Heaven... rest in peace guys.... I'll never forget you...