Why am I even crying about it? It is just so hard because i'm scared. I'm scared to get hurt. I'm scared to cry. But am I also scared that good things might come from it?
but did i miss the oppertunity that i was looking for?

Well there are 2 events I want to talk about: My birthday party and the youth group trip.

My bithday was a lot of fun.  My friends courtney and james were passing by davis and took me out to lunch at sophia's.  They love sophia's so it worked out great.  Their little 2 year old daughter sang happy birthday to me and well, let's be honest, that is ( Read more... )

Fan Fest ( Read more... )

So it is technecially 1 Am right now and I am as wide awake as possible. WTF! I went to bed early just so i can wake up early, but not this early ( Read more... )

Okay so this is my second attempt at writing this blog! So you guys better appretiate it. I'll cut it short and not long like me original ( Read more... )

So if you guys don't know there is this other blog site called Xanga. A few weeks ago I wrote a comment in a somebody's Xanga and they complained that I did not give them and eprops. Now the very fact that the eprops are defaulted at 2 eprops makes me not want to give any eprops. They assume that everyone post good posts in the their weblog entry ( Read more... )

Well this past thankgiving weekend went well. I was home on thursday til 4 and then headed to charisse's for dinner at her place. It was quite amusing with her family. It always is. After dinner, her cousin convinced us to go to Gilory because, well, the shopping started at midnight. So we conviced steph to come with us. And i have to say ( Read more... )

So on wednesday, I was so excited because i got to go see RENT! I prepared myself for this movie by listening to the Original Boardway Cast during work all day. I got some "what are you listening to?" comments and "Are you going to see the movie today!" comments. So 6 ish rolls around and we go and see RENT. Now i have to say that the movie ( Read more... )

Well i must say that things are going pretty well! This weekend was good, especailly since it was a nice three day weekend. It was nice to get off work on friday and be able to do somethings that i normally don't get to do during the day time. Friday, Rusty and i ran the route for the turkey trot, so we should be all set for the race on saturday ( Read more... )

I'm sacred...In the end...i just don't to get hurt. And i feeling inside me feels like i am going to...
But i guess it is inevitable in life.