well..earlier i found stuff mom printed off the internet..there was info about houses for rent or to buy...3 in new york and 4 in california ( Read more... )

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i dont understand what the point of me being here even is...i wonder..would anyone shed a tear, turn down their head...or even notice if i was gone ( Read more... )

This is the pale death which i have mistakenly called my life...
all of it i cannot bear to witness any longer
cannot the kingdom of salvation take me home?

do you remember when you asked me that question...?
well...i havent..yet...but now..im starting to feel like i really want to...
i think you made me want it again.....

damn...i never knew that when you mixed all these emotions like being shocked, depressed, BETRAYED, and completely FUCKING ENRAGED
that one could be filled with an overwhelming desire to just.....
....kill..

Tell me exactly what am i supposed to do ( Read more... )

In america today
Every twenty-five fucking seconds
Someone is viscously raped
Somone is brutally violated
Two hundred and fifty times a day
Someone is murdered
Someones life is taken
This is America
This is America and i love america
I love America

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Where are we now ( Read more... )