So I have done some observations and have taken note to all the white trash people that live in my state's capitol. I am not kidding here folks. If only Jerry Springer could go on tour. We are talking weeks upon weeks of show material here in this little town. Women with bad 80's hair and guys missing teeth type o' shit. Yeah. I know freaky..... ( Read more... )

Sounds like fun right? Must be better than being other people's boss. So my weekend was wonderful and tragic all wrapped into one. First of all the wonderful:Tara came to visit. We watched some movies and she made my house. I feel like I have a home. The tragic now:So....... I had to suspend two people this weekend. They deserved it but they will ( Read more... )

Today and yesterday have been divine. I really mean that. I haven't had to work. I've caught up on my sleep and I get to visit with Kaleb and Lissa tonight. They are bringing me a treat. GOd do I need it. Tara you will totally understand. I went walking around downtown today and ended up here at the library. Its a beautiful day and at least for ( Read more... )

So I finally got to chat with Tara for a while today. It was good but it brought me around to the subject of Beth. If you are out there please continue to read. I told Tara that I fealt sorry for Beth. I think it was a poor word choice. Worry is more apt. I feel like the last time I talked with her I was more than a tad harsh about the sleeping ( Read more... )

So today I was telling a co-worker about my lonliness and she was telling me about her first solo move somewhere. She told me she called a friend and asked if she still exsisted. I feel that about sums up how I feel right now ( Read more... )

Sorry for the title. Magnetic Poetry: its the only explanation I have ( Read more... )

Helena.... Febuary 6, 2005. I found a place to live. I am so excited about this place. First of all its a duplex. It has a small porch and a fenced in backyard. I have two living rooms and two bedrooms. A fairly decent sized kitchen and a smaller bathroom. The best things about it? I can have my dog, so once she has her pups and they are weaned I' ( Read more... )

So I went to dinner and thought about all of this. Yeah I am clingy. Yeah I get my feelings hurt easily. Yeah I need to know whats going on in my friends life ( Read more... )

So I take it I have been getting on some nerves. SOrry. Its hard not having anyone around you who KNOWS you. I guess that some just feel the need to get thier points across but can't actually see what they have done in the situation. BTW this is just angry prattle.
If you don't want me around. let me know.

So things have been strange. I just got a promotion at work. I have to move to Helena to take the job as the assistant manager there. I am excited about that. I haven't had a REAL conversation with any of my friends back home in God knows how long. I stopped going to church because its a joke and a mockery of God. I am lonely ( Read more... )