The worst feeling in the world is wanting to look at someone, wanting to hug someone, wanting to kiss someone, wanting to see someone laugh, wanting to look at someones smile, wanting to talk to someone face to face... and knowing you cant because they're 400million miles away. And thats just how lifes gotta be.....it fuckin sucks.

So i needa write this down so thats awhat im doin i dont think ne1 really reads these ne more so thats straight. i went on the cruise met this wonderful kid named zac. ever since the cruise weve talked every night for like soo long. and seriously i just wish he lived here. but ofcorse hes gotta live in florida... OF COURSE! wellllll hes awsome. and ( Read more... )

its beeen a while....... since i wrote in this. i bet u thought i was singing a song... hah well i just missed lj lol i loved being nosey n reading aout everyones lives n now the only constant writer is pretty much kelsea lol.way 2 go kelsea! so0 this whole confermation deal.. is a bitch yesterday 4 fucken hourss oh man well i love tbs rite now.. ( Read more... )

HI EVERYONE!! MY UNCLE KISSED A MAN! AND NOW THEYRE MARRYIED!!! hahhaha idk there happy.... it was so weird tho. so i went on vaca 2 boston 4 the ..wedding.. then cape cod then hershey park. and now im home! my aunt just took me out 2 lunch and wanted 2 get me something so i got the gavin degraw cd! its pretty good ... but its like songs for my ( Read more... )

well its summer and let me tell you....ima give u a run down on all the days of summer the first wweeekend of summer i spent in hell getting burnt(aka wisconsin home) then monday i came homeee and went 2 livs i think ( this is getten a litle hazy.. so far away)and i did on tuedaday too i dont remember ahh and i kno john and ben came this one night ( Read more... )

**edit.. I JUST sortof re did my layout ( Read more... )

so the new fob cd... from under the cork tree... takes a little getten used 2 but im loven it sooo much the best title... is champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.... lol thats so awsome read it a few times ( Read more... )

so i decided it was time for a lil update either i smell really bad right now or its my bros lacrosse stick ... i got backfrum prac 2 day and had pizza for dinner and now were guna go 2 the brohos lax game so i dint have time 2 shower yett ahhhh we lost r first soccer game on wednesday i thought we were guna get slaughterd everyone was playen ( Read more... )

hello friends i dont remember my last update but yah idk wuts ben goin on but cody is the man still hah and i got home furm school right now and it 323 wnana kno why SOCCER GOT CANCELED!!! zarent u excited? i was sooo happy but i gotta babysit tongiht hahaha im stil wearen my lil backback thingy fulla my soccer stuff and im still wearen my purse ( Read more... )

so spring breaks almost over... im so sad i gotta read a whole book and damn i cannot wait til summer and i kno everyone else cant eitehr. this summer is gunna b gangsta even if we cant drive but i cannnnot wait til next year one bit can u say bad asses hah so yeah easter is making me fat all this chocolate and then we had soccer pracs so early in ( Read more... )