"i dont hate anyone.
as much as i wanted to, i didnt hate
you. i wish you the best, and i hope
you can find happiness somewhere.
you'll always be my mfeo."

someone, please tell me, exactly just how long does always stand ( Read more... )

we're all shape-shifters. everyone of us.

so, everyone's a hypocrite, even my girlfriend.
thanks guys.

changing to benefit everyone else's expectations... believe me. its over.

FIGHTING FOR YOU IS THE MOST STUPID THING I'VE EVER DONE.

here's the gist of it ( Read more... )

a lot's changed. but i dont really feel like typing all of it.

be happy though, because things are looking up.

im alive, she's alive.

two wrecked cars, a few cuts, a little blood, a couple broken bones, very sore bodies...

...and one very, very thankful heart.

you know, i'd take everything that happened again, just as long as she never hurts.

im sitting in the dark listening to All Shall Perish.

and that's pretty cool.

i keep forgetting i have one of these.

okay, so i guess to fill you in, this is what's been going on in my life:

IM FED UP

the end.

i am the tree at the end of the world
im alive, but hardly at eye
i watch the cities as they sleep
whispering my hopes for better days through window frames
over-stressing the notes,
stringing myself through the melodies

I WAS THIS CLOSE.

i hate the fact that i NEVER want to feel another emotion in the entire world. i dont want to have compassion, i dont want to worry, i dont want to have to be there, i dont want to talk when you're upset, and i dont want to care.
i want to be alone. alonei dont want to need anything or anybody in my life to make me feel ( Read more... )